Close as Strangers.

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Today you crossed my mind again. I couldn't hold myself and the urge to talk to you. So, I Dialed Your number, Yes I still remember it and yes I did delete it.

I hung up within a second, over thinking about what you might reply or what if you hang up on me too?

I was scared, a lot and all I needed right now was you cooing in my ear while you hold me close to your body and just calm me down.

It's alright *you whisper*. No it's so fucking not.

You're so far away, so out of my reach.

When did we became close to strangers from everything? I have no idea...

So, I just lay here without you, counting stars, our common hobby. I don't seem to control my tears anymore. My hands work on their own and they instantly attach them to my face. I miss you more than you can ever think but why will you? You don't need me nor want me. And this is exactly why I cried.

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