An LGBT diary.

Augut 22nd, 2013~

Well, like I said in my last post, today I had open house. c: On the 20th exactly I had gotten my schedule. Which wasn't too bad, but it was weird. I only have four classes a day, and it's just different for me. I like that I'm beginning high school, but it's spooky!

There are pro's and cons to my schedule. Here I'm going to list them! c: To start with, I have about an hour and a half in each class, which is also very different for me.

My schedule goes;

- PE. Which is an eh for me.. The pros of this is, every morning for no reason I get panic attacks on the ride to school.. I don't know why. I went to my other school for years, but they haven't faded. But anyways, exercise REALLY helps. Just walking. Also, I've been trying to lose weight, The cons are, it's PE. For an hour and a half. FIRST thing in the morning.. I also take my showers in the morning.. I don't want to stink or be exhausted the rest of the day.. And I'm not athletic.. XD

- Success. (Which is chorus, but meaning I'm good at music, but suck at singing.) I'm fine with this. This will be simple for me.

- Foundations of Math. Alright, well. This is okay, of course I have Math.. But Math really is my worse subject. I'm horrible with it. This will be easy stuff, and just beginning Algebra one. This year I actually do have goals to get better here. I will take tutoring this year. My brothers in college, and we promised each other as long as one tries, the other will

- English I. This is my FAVORITE.  I LOVE English/Language Arts! It's my BEST subject.. Being Advanced cheers me up too. I can't be more happy for this. I don't know whether it's good or bad at the end of the day. I'm assuming good, because I'll get home smiling, and won't be so exhausted at the end of the day. But also bad, due to the fact I'll be wishing for the end of the day to come twice as much.

That's that. c:

The school seemed a lot less complicated and claustrophobic the second time around. I have two classes in school, and than two in the "new building," which means I basically get to go outside and walk into a whole 'nother two story building. It has better Air conditioning, and it's cleaner.

I also ran into some friends today, and my old best friend/classmate DJ<3 Sadly, we have to classes together this semester.. but we might find we have the same lunch, which I'm begging for.

What else about school, I don't know.. I saw a lot of friends, which was soothing, but we all seemed to have different classes.. I also saw old friends that went off to high school when I went into Eighth, or seventh. I was really glad to see those guys.

But now, another skip into the Transgendered related thing. I have a feeling a lot of my friends wont mind.. But I'm still not out at school, and probably won't be completely out this year. Which is fine. Many of the students will probably mistake me for a boy anyways, and I'm a VERY well known tomboy. If anything, I'll just explain I'm Androgynous.

Today when we, (my mother and I ) went clothes shopping for school, I bought ALL men clothing. She didn't argue or budge at all. There was no drama involved. I also asked for a haircut a few days ago, and she agreed, which I'm glad. Usually that's the worst thing for her. And today she still agreed with it, she hasn't gone bipolar and changed her mind just to be rude, which I'm very glad for.

Last but not least, the other day, two elderly women had came to my door to talk about God, but had to leave shortly after. The first thing out of the ladies mouth was "Are you the man of the house?"

I know it doesn't seem big, but it was definitely a confidence booster, seeing as I answered without binding, and only stood there in pajamas.

Alright guys, that's all. c: If anyone is reading, actually, I appreciate it. :D I know I'm not posting often, but school starts Monday. I'll try to update often then. My plan originally was just to post whenever, but to post a recap chapter every Saturday of my week.. Does that sound good? Please let me know in comments. c: