An LGBT diary.

HOOMMMEEE~

FINALLLYYYY I am FINISHED with thirteen hour school days. GEESH.

So, to inform you all, it was a bunch of Drivers Ed junk. I passed and may go get my permit anytime after this coming Tuesday. I'm so excited it's over.. The instructor was a jerk. He was kind of a typical, southern redneck-dirtbag. Not necessarily insulting southerners. He was just the douche version nobody likes. He was either talking of hunting, being a racist, really badly, or texting on his damned phone!

Obviously he was too lousy to remember, he has brakes on the passenger side. I'm NEW to driving. Ugh. I hated him, a lot. There were only two really bad insidents. Thrusday was the worst and when we got to school, I literally sobbed and felt faint for the next few hours. I can't really describe how intense the moment was, but it was painful.

To make it easy, basically there was a man at a crosswalk up the road holding a little dog. Like he was really rich. I slowed down, but he nodded at me and just stood still for a long time. The instructor, go figure, was just texting and not paying attention. Anyways, I started driving again, going about 45, and the right when I'm about three yards away, the guy starts walking across the rode and I stomp really hard on the brakes. The man with his little dog started cussing me the hell out, the instructor was trying to shoo him and my partner, in the backseat was fighting the urge to get out and snap the guys neck.

So yeah. That went well.

Glad it's over with.

It's late now, but this week was also Ally week. Basically promising to stick up to derogatory terms. Like when someone says "That was so gay," you'd confront and educate them, not argue. So yep. <:

I know this chapter will be a mess, but it's been awhile and I'm filling in a lot of things, you know?

Now that all of my after classes are done, I'm able to continue with my GSA/LGBT club, thank god. My only current downfall, no offense to her, is that a lesbian is crushing on me. She knows how I identify, as male, and I know she is Lesbian, so that is one specific reason I don't have mutual feelings for her. I'm upset she knows that I don't expect her to change her sexuality, but she expects me to date her because I'm not out to the entire school. Did that make sense? I hope so.

A pro toward my GSA/LGBT club though, was I brought one of the teachers aside and asked if I were to give her money, would she be able to order something online for me with her card. I explained how I don't have a credit card to order it, nor do I really have the support of my mother, so I don't want her to know I am getting it.

The teacher said it was fine, but there were certain things she wouldn't get. It makes me laugh, because I knew she meant fake penises or something.. But honestly it's just a binder/compression shirt. It makes you look pretty flat chested. So yep, I'm saving up for that currently.

What else to say?

I think the only other thing to say about school would be I'm doing the best in my Math class.. Our teacher was fired a few weeks ago, so we've been getting useless substitutes.. Now we have one that's doing a decent job, so at least I know what i'm doing.

Home life has also been pretty well, I'm guessing because i'm not home often enough to argue with. Minus all the weight jokes my mother makes about me, that I hate. I don't reall eat that often anymore, so y'know. I've been working on losing, and have been successful by nine pounds.

Our Friend is taking terrible, terrible care of his dogs though.. One had puppies yesterday, while the other is due in ten days or so. It's ridiculous. My Mother and I are more than likely going to take both in. In case I haven't mentioned yet, our oldest dog passed away and his puppy we had, and another puppy, were stolen. We haven't seen them for nearly a month. It breaks my heart, but it's just too strange to both my Mother and I to go without pets.

We have a lot of stray kittens around that we've been taking care of as well. Only one will let my mother and I pet it, which is my favorite. He's a really strange mixture of grey and orange.. I love it.

With all that useless crap said, I'm sure I summed some things up. I missed writing and I feel bad for not updating as much as I promise. So yeah.. See you next entry. c:

October ~ 25th, 2013.