I honestly think my mother doesn't love me. When I told the woman I was suicidal she broke down crying in front of her partner but I think it was just for attention. When we're alone all she does is give me things to add to the "Reasons I Should Kill Myself" list. A list that is way too long for a 16 year old girl. At this point there are about 4 con's and 400 pros to my death.
I try my hardest to be a good daughter. I make good grades. I don't get in trouble at school. I don't go out to parties. I don't have sex. I respect my mother. What else could I do? Despite all this she thinks I'm the worst daughter ever. She sees me as a disrespectful slob. Sure, I may forget to do chores every once in a while and my room is a bit messy , but that's it. I'm starting to think I should act the way she sees me and maybe then she'll start to appreciate the way I was before.
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Book of Rants and Shît
HumorThis book is basically just me posting the random shît that goes through my head. WARNING!!! I AM EXTREMELY CRAZY AND UNSTABLE! MOST PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME THINK I AM CERTIFIABLY INSANE SO DON'T GET OFFENDED IF MY THOUGHTS SCARE YOU. ANOTHER WARNING...
