a Stydia fanfic -'The way she looks at him' (REVERSED)

"I'd choose her over me to"

I walked as quick as my legs could possibly carry me, hot tears prickling at the inner corner of my eyes. How could Stiles do this to me? How could he? I wanted to kick dustbins over, hit cars, scream and cry. But I couldn't, I had to hold myself together till I got home. Mom wasn't back till tomorrow so she wouldn't know if I had a mental breakdown in my room, and most importantly she wouldn't know that I Lydia Martin, grade A student, 100% attendance, had skipped school over a boy.

I ran up to my room, still crying. I threw my bag across the room knocking over several items but right now it was the last thing on my mind. I pulled my quilt over my head and I cried myself to sleep.

KNOCK KNOCK. Someone knocked again at my front door, I checked the time before removing the quilt from above my head, it was 7pm, I'd been asleep for ages. I trudged gradually downstairs and opened the front door revealing Allison holding Chocolate, Popcorn, Ice cream and a big bottle of Coke. My hero.

Allison sat legs crossed on my sofa. We had pulled my quilt down from my room and curled up on the sofa. We decided to watch the Little Mermaid because I wouldn't be able to sit through a romantic film right now. "Are you okay Lyd?" I smiled "I'd lie and say yeah but Allison I'm not.." She braced me in to a hug and again I started crying.
"I wanted to believe him, when he called me gorgeous and he made me feel special. I wanted to believe that even though he was popular, it wouldn't matter because of he liked me and I liked him it would be worth going out with unpopular, geeky Lydia. I was so scared to let him in instead of keep blocking him out and I eventually did, and for a while it was worth it but now I've just made a fool out of myself. I bet everyone's laughing at me. Of course it was Malia though, eveyone loves Malia. She's so perfect. I don't blame him, I'd choose her over me too." Allison started crying at this point, I felt guilty having her and Scott in the middle of this but it was nothing I could help. She really was the bestest friend ever.