Killian's pov
Wow... That was... Wow.
I still couldn't believe it. I kissed Emma Swan. Or rather, she kissed me, and I returned the favour. I cheated on Milah, and I'll probably do it again, cause that kiss... Wow.
No, I cant cheat on Milah, no matter how much I want to. I have to break up with her. No, I can't, that would only make this messed up situation even worse. God damn it, my brain is a mess. I dont know what to do.
I walked into the hotelroom, suprised to see that everyone was awake.
"Killian?! Where were you all night?!" Milah shouted.
"I went for a walk." I said, as casually as possible.
"A 4 hour long walk?! Killian, the thruth!"
"It is the thruth! I needed to clear my mind!" I said, as I threw my bag on the bed and sat down next to my friends.
"Fine, but I still don't believe you." Milah said.
"Do you know how worried we were?!"
"No, I don't, but I am here now! So why yell at me?!" I yelled back at her.
"Because I thought something had happened to you, and it scared me so much. I love you Killian.." she said.
I didn't know wether to say it back or not. I didn't want to lie, so I just said nothing.
"Are you okay?" She asked in a sweet voice while padding my back. This made everything even more confusing than it already was. This reminded me of who she used to be, the woman I loved....
Again I didn't reply.
"Killian?" She asked again.
"Yes, I am just really tired okay!" I snapped at her. She threw her hands in the air defeatedly.
"If you say so." She said, standing up.
My life was a total mess right now....
