Us Against The Law (Kellic) (boyxboy)

Regret

I didn't ever want to wake up. Waking up was only stepping into a nightmare. When I was asleep, the world stopped for a while, I was okay, but when I opened my eyes; everything was shit and I could feel the world turn it's back on me.

Jack had wanted to see me, said it was urgent. I could hardly get out of bed after yesterday. I met him outside at our usual table in the courtyard, but he got up before I could sit down and started walking somewhere else. I followed him. We were headed for the shed.

Instead of standing outside, like Vic and I usually did, Jack went inside the shed, and I followed suit. I was surprised to find that Vic was there too, not looking at me.

"Vic?" I spoke sadly. I didn't want him to ignore me like this.

"I'm here because he said it was important." Vic spoke, not looking at me. I frowned.

"You two are going to be pissed, and I really don't want to tell Kellin, because I don't want you to get stressed out because of the baby, but...you need to know."

"What is it?" I asked, a pang of fear shooting through me.

Vic didn't look at me, but he reached for my hand and squeezed it tight. I look at him, slipping my fingers in between his.

"Okay, so...Lazara...doesn't want this to get out. He's not gonna do anything." Jack spoke. And my heart dropped.

"What the fuck do you mean, he's not gonna do anything?!" Vic seethed, already up in Jack's face, letting go of my hand.

It was all for nothing.

"He says it's bad publicity-"

"Bad publicity?! Kellin's pregnant! He got raped!" Vic shouted. He looked infuriated. He pulled at his hair, pacing a bit. I wanted to correct him and tell him it wasn't rape because I let it happen, I lured him into it...but I didn't want it to happen, I forced myself to go through with it, and I wasn't sure if that still counted or not.

I stood in the corner not saying a thing, my eyes watering.

"Okay, wait! Wait! I have an idea!" Jack spoke.

"What idea is it, hu?! Is he gonna have to cheat on me again? Because I can't fucking take it anymore...I can't...you can't make him do it again..." Vic sighed. I stepped close to him, wrapping my arms around his middle.

He looked down at me this time, a frown bigger than I've ever seen, and his eyes glossy with unshed tears. He kissed the top of my head when Jack began to speak.

"No...no. Um...I was thinking, if Lazara knows Kellin's pregnant, that Barakat got him pregnant...than, he couldn't ignore it then. That's a way bigger issue than what he thinks right now. He can't ignore that, I won't let it happen, you can report it to whatever higher thing is in charge of him, Vic. Tell them he's not doing anything about it."  Jack explained.

"That....I think that's a good idea. We need to tell them soon too, I'm getting bigger everyday and...and I just...I don't, I don't want to have done this for n-nothing." I mumbled. My hormones were out of whack yet again today, and I was on the verge of tears.

"It's gonna be okay, baby..." Vic whispered, hugging me close.

"I'll leave you two alone." Jack spoke. He soon walked out of the shed and that's when I took my chance. I cried into Vic's shoulder, messing up his uniform and apologizing over and over again.

"I'm so sorry, Vic...god, I'm so so-sorry...I didn't want to..." I sniffled.

"I know..."

We didn't say anything, until he pulled away from me and looked down at my stomach. He rubbed it softly over my orange shirt. He smiled a little, taking in a shaky breath.

"Look at this round little bump." Vic chuckled. "There's a little human in there."

I smiled, wiping at my tears. I nodded my head, lifting up my shirt a little so my belly was exposed. It wasn't too big, but you could definitely tell I was pregnant. I was just glad that my shirt was big and baggy enough to hide it.

"Oh my god." Vic laughed.

"What?" I pouted. "Is my belly not cute?"

"No, no...it's just..." He laughed again, kneeling down to kiss it. I blushed, biting my lip. Oh god, I never thought I'd feel like this. The way he littered kisses all over my small, growing stomach had me feeling all fuzzy inside.

"Vic, stop!" I laughed, he kissed at my sides, but it tickled. "Stop! Oh my god!"

He stopped and looked up at me. "I'm gonna take care of us." He said, a serious look on his face. He stood up to kiss my lips. "I promise, darling."

He pulled my shirt down, and wrapped his arms around my neck, just holding me or a while before we decided to head back.

•-•

"Oh come on! It'll be fun!" Austin whined.

"No! I am not gonna participate in your little fucking game." I grumbled, taking a big bite out of my pickle. I never thought I'd like these.

"Why not?!" Austin frowned.

"We'll just add you to the list, then." Big Boo said with a laugh.

"Austin, you know why, and Aaron, I am not up for fucking." I groaned.

"Fine, you were only four points anyway..." Boo mumbled.

"What?!" I gasped. "Four points?! Me? Kellin Quinn, four fucking points? Are you kidding me?" I complained. Wasn't I worth more? Geez, the nerve of boo and Austin.

"Well, you do like to hook up with people. Shit, I already fucked you!" Austin laughed. Boo gasped, a smirk making it's way not his face.

"That's technically added to your points...so...four points for Austin." Boo laughed. I groaned and looked away from them. I felt someone bump into me and then place a note in front of me. I looked up and saw that it was Barakat. He walked to the other side of the room and crossed his arms, standing against the wall to look at me.

I unfolded the note and read it.

You look so beautiful eating that pickle. I love you honey boo.
-your lover, Jack

My eyes widened and I looked up to see him smiling shyly and blushing madly. He waved a little and then walked out of the lunch room.

"Oh no."

A/N: What'd ya think? I liked this chapter.
EXTREME THING IS TOMORROW AND IM EXCITED BECAUSE WE DIDNT HAV ONE LAST YEAR BECAUSE OF OUR POOR DISTRICT BUT ITS ON AGAIN THIS YEAR AND IMGONNA SEE THE STORY SO FAR AND THE MAINE AND A BUNCH OF OTHR BANDS OMG