Stay I Need You (Luke Brooks and Jai Brooks)

Chapter 41 - Cold

Chapter 41 

Justin's  POV. 

Oh wow being here with rosé was amazing I felt bad though, because jai and Luke had no idea where I was or were rosé was and I wasn't allowed to tell them or rose Would hate me, 

It had been a week and I noticed rose had changed, she wouldn't sleep in my

Bed with me she always went to bed alone, she hardly cuddled with me or sat near me she was really cold towards me 

"Rosé what wrong with you " I asked 

"What do you mean ". She said looking up from her book 

"You so cold towards me " 

" oh " she said 

"We'll why rose, why won't you cuddle with me, why won't you hug me, why do youalways sleep alone now ?" 

" because Justin I need to learn how to be alone again, I can't always rely on someone to be there for me, to hold me when I’m sad to sleep in my bed if I'm lonely "she said giving me a hard stare, something had seriously changed in her she had never give me a look like this before 

"We'll maybe if came home that would be a problem " I said under my breath 

"What was that, I didn't quite hear that " she said in a horrid tone 

"What the hell is wrong with you " I shouted, I hardly ever rose my voice to rosé but she was really being horrid 

"What the hell did you just say under your breath " she shouted 

" I said we'll maybe if you came home it wouldn't be a problem ?" I shouted right in her face I had never shouted like this before 

"You know I can't go home Justin" she said in a mouse like voice she teared up and began to cry 

"Rose I'm sorry " I said trying to hug her she pushed me of 

"Go home Justin go back to your sweet life, just go, I don't want you here " she said 

"What do you mean?" I asked I felt a lump in my throat 

" I mean I don't want to see you anymore, I don't want to in my life anymore, I don't need you or anyone" she said 

My heart shattered in thousands of pieces, that hurt me so bad 

"So our friendships over just like that " I cried 

"Yeah just like that Justin now pack your things and leave and I'll be long gone before the boys can get to me " she said wiping away her tears 

" fine I'm ill go but when you need me I’m not going to be there for you, I'm always going to care and love you rose but DO NOT come running back to me when you can't handle being alone because I'm not doing it again," 

" don't worry I won't " she shouted 

"Oh and one more thing don't go running back to boys life's you already fucked those up enough " I said 

I turned and around and her face was in shock from what I just said but at the moment I didn't really care, I turned back around and went and got my stuff... I was just about to leave I was standing near my car when rose ran up to me 

And then she kissed me ????? 

It was really weird kissing rosé 

"Why did you just kiss me "?

" I just wanted to know what it felt like before I never saw you again" she said 

"Okay and ... " 

" nothing, no sparks, but you’re a good kisser " she said with a tiny smile 

" yeah me neither, and it’s because we both know you’re in love with one of those twins but what one I will never know " I said I go into my car 

"Bye Justin " she said 

"Bye rose remember that I will always love you and I'm going to miss you " 

"I love you to " she said then I drove off yeah I was still annoyed with her she said some really horrible things she had never ever spoke to me like that before not ever , what had gotten into her. And she KISSED ME, but I have to say I had always wanted to know what it felt like to kiss her properly but It wasn't a kiss that made me fall in love with her it was just a kiss there were no feelings in it what so ever. That was the last time I was going to see rosé forever she wanted nothing to do with me and I had to accept that she was gone and I had to move on with my life, 

Roses POV 

That was it Justin was now out of. my life forever of course I didn't want him to be but if I had to move on telling him to go was the right thing to do, I had to be strait with him but when he shouted back it scared me I had never seen him that upset or angry before, he would never shout at me not ever but I must have really hurt him. And then I kissed him, okay Maybe it was a bit Random but I wanted to know what it felt like to kiss him and to see if I had feelings for him but I didn’t, there was nothing there no sparks no Feelings of love, absolutely nothing, it was just a kiss I guess it was sort of a goodbye, because I was never going to see Justin again and I could never go back to him and that was it. 

I packed all my stuff and then left the beach house and flew back to London or I should really say 

Home ... 

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- kishana