Doll Face

Just Pray To God He Hears You

Amber

"Amber, Ill find you. You can not beat me. The creation can not be more than its creator."Stephen wiped the blood off of his face then spit on the ground before me. His image faded away. A memory in the form of a nightmare.

I bounce up into a sitting position.

I noticed the tubes were out of my arm how ever they left behind small holes.

I looked out the window and searched but was disapointed. I found my self playing with the ends of my hair. My hair grew out past my mid back and now reached my lower back it was probably time to cut it. I leaned against the window and began brushing my raven hair.

"Liam wont be back until tomorrow, He has to attened a conference in miami." My head snapped to the boy from yesterday. I simply nodded unsure of what to say.

"Im-"

"Christian. I know." i cut him off. If there is any thing i hate its repetition.

"How did you kn-" he began but came to a stop and sighed.

"You heard me." He gave me a 'dont you dare lie or ill flip a table' kind of look.

"Only the first part." I lied.

"Liar." My eyes widened but then saddened. I thought i was a good liar.

"Ok I lied. Im sorry, but if you didnt want me to hear then why did you say it in my room?" He smiled and shrugged.

"I thought i was going to kill my self that night so i wanted to say my good byes." He gently grimaced trying to form a smile. He turned to leave.

"N-no! Please stay. I havent spoken to a real person besides stephen and Liam in....well ever." He turned around and sat down next to me.

"Ok. What do you want to know?" He asked like he was bored out of his mind.

"Every thing. Why does liam get angry with you?" I blurted out. He chuckled. He looked cute when he chuckled.

"Every thing? You sure? Thats gonna take a while." He chewed on his lip ring attentively.

"Go ahead! I have literally all day! Besides if you are going to kill your self then some one should know " I giggled playfully.

" ok then let me begin with my child hood." He pressed his lips together. Then looked at me blankly.

"Well I wasnt always bad. I know, Shocker! but its true. I had good grades. I was a good kid. But some thing as stupid as blood gave them a right to treat me like utter shit. My mother found out I was the son of the man who forced my mother to sleep with him and not liams fathers son. She didnt care though. She loved me any ways but when she died in a horrible shooting right before my eyes, They blamed me." He leaned back in his chair and Slid his hand through his hair making it wave through his fingers.

"They thought i should have protected her. I should have been nicer to her. They thought since i was the son of that 'Monster' That im just as equal of a monster! I think i believe them now.... Well My father picked up a drinking habit. He began to abuse me, physically, mentally, emotionally and sexually. Lucky for me he got tired of using me for his personal needs and simply wanted me to die. He locked me in the attic and left me there to die. Funny huh? He just stole my pride and inmocence then left me to die. He even killed my mate! as if it wasnt enough...Maybe he felt an ounce of guilt because when i turned 14, He let me out of the attic. he said and i quote, 'Get out, I dont want the smell of dead dog in my house.' some father huh? Now, Liam grew up to be a real knight in shining armor, I get the usual, 'Freak' 'Idiot' 'Disgusting' Ect. Ect. Its better than before...So i cant complain. Well thats it. I think." He sighed like as if he were ordering a meal at mc.donalds. I found my self sobbing forcefully. His eyes widened and he placed one hand on my back and one on my chest pushing down forcing me to breathe.

"W-what Is Ha-happening?" I managed to choke out.

"You are crying." He sighed again then leaned back into his chair.

"M-my eyes are Le-leaking. I-im Broken." He bursted into a roar of laughter.

"I just told you my life story and you think you are broken?"

I finally managed to stop 'crying'. When something came to mind.

"What is on your arm?" He looked to his wrist then held it out so i could see. I let my fingers trace the thick scar.

"Its my scar. When i was going through that...erm abuse, I felt ugly and disgusting so i found a way to show how i felt on my body."

"Did it hurt?"I stared intently.

"Erm... No. Not really." I brought out my long nails and sliced across my wrist in a similar form that his was in. He looked shocked.

"The fuck Amber?!" He yelled then beeped for the nurse.

"For every time you cut your self, I will two, so if you die we can die together!" I smiled.

"Idiot! you could have killed your self!" He grabbed my wrist trying to see my cut but it was perfectly healed.

"Dont ever do that again, Do you understand what would have happened if Liam saw the cut? He would have called his fa-" He stopped with a sad expression.

"Chris, What happened to liams dad?" He didnt look up at me.

"He lives in mansion in greater london." He stood up and walked to the door. Liam and Christian looked so much alike right now.

" Can you stay?" I knew my chances were slim but i had to ask.

"No, Thats not a good idea. I told you what you want to know isnt that enough?"

"Yes. oh and Chris?" He stopped in the door way.

"I dont think you're a monster. Please hear me when i say that."

"Sure."

Just like that he left.

That night i prayed to god he would hear me. Maybe just maybe he can be my friend.

A/N!!!!!!

So Our new Friend Christian opened up to Amber, But confesses to wanting to commit suicide.

I basically wanted to give emotion deph to my characters starting with Chris. I hope you enjoyed this chappy.

MORE TO COME!

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