Just a Fling(A Cameron Dallas Fanfiction)**ON HOLD**

Im sorry..

Hey guys..I'm sitting here crying as I'm writing this.

So,remember Caleb?Well..my parents forbid me from being with him.They think he's a 'bad influence' on me.But they don't understand how much that boy means to me.He isn't just a boy to me.He's my whole world.He's the only thing that made me happy..he was the only thing keeping me alive.

Some of you may know this,but I used to self harm.As did he.You could say we were each other's remedy..which we were.We could always take the pain away from each other.He helped me quit,and I helped him.Sometimes I wish he had a Wattpad account.Because then I could pour my heart out to him on here since we can't text.

But back to him,he made me so happy..I am not myself anymore guys..my parents took the only thing that brought me happiness.It all happened on March 7,2016..that's when my world came crashing down.You may say oh no,it's just a boy.But he was MY boy.I was his girl.We made each other so happy and honestly,I'm worried about him now.He's gone back to his ex,Kenzie,and now they're friends again.She hurt him bad.And I'm scared that's gonna happen,and I can't be there to save him..He and I talked the other night for like 2 hours.We talked about everything.He says he still loves me,and that he's still mine and I'm still his.We are on Spring Break right now,but we have been writing little love notes back and forth to one another at school.My friends say it's like Romeo and Juliet.Its a forbidden love.But honestly,I don't know anymore.He changed me..in good and bad ways.My friends say I'm better off without him,and my mind is starting to believe that.But my heart isn't.My heart is aching to be with him.It hurts to think about him.I have cried so much this past month.I don't know who I am anymore..I have to force myself to smile whereas with him,it just came naturally.I miss his voice.I miss him tickling me(inside joke),I miss laying on him in Art Class,I miss walking to lunch together like a cheesy couple,most of all,I just miss knowing I was his,and he was mine,and being able to show each other off.I love him so much..he's still my baby.He's still my Prince Charming and I'm still his princess just waiting to be rescued from this cold world..

Im sorry I haven't been updating.I really am sorry.I know I'm starting to get more reads,and I couldn't thank you guys enough for that! We are at 2K guys! I started this book because I was obsessed with Cameron Dallas,and I have honestly made so many new friends on here.I love you guys more than words can say❤️😭

So I'm not gonna be updating for a little while..just until I figure out what I wanna do.I need some time to think..I love you guys,and thank you for all the support I've been getting.It means a lot to me!😘❤️😍

Have a good day babes! Stay beautiful!
~Maddie😊