Just Another Rockstar (Oli Sykes love story)

I Hope Not~

~Chapter10~

"SHIT!" I yelled.

"What?! What's wrong??!" Oli yelled through the bathroom door.

"Uh..I um.." I hesitated to tell him what was wrong.

"Just tell me, Alex."

"I started my period! I don't have any fucking tampons or pads!" I yelled.

"Okay! Um. I'll run to the store really quick and get you some, okay?"

"Okay. Just hurry up!!" I yelled.

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Oli's POV:

I quickly ran to the store right down the road.

I got to the store and ran to the "women's isle" I guess.

"What the hell am I supposed to get?" I mumbled to myself.

There were a lot of different kinds of tampons.

I just grabbed the Always Infinity box for heavy flow.

I have no idea if that's what she uses, but I tried.

I walked up to the cashier and handed her the tampons.

"Please tell me these aren't for you." She asked me jokingly.

"No ma'am. These are for my girlfriend." I laughed.

"Maybe you should give her this candy bar too. I'll give it to you for free. My treat." The lady told me.

"Thank you so much! I appreciate it. She'll love the candy I'm sure!" I said as I ran out the door and walked back to the house.

"Hey! I got you some tampons." I said knocking on the door.

"Oh my God thank you babe." She grabbed the box through the partly opened door.

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Alex's POV:

I finished using the bathroom and went to the kitchen.

"All better now?" Oli asked as he came up behind me.

"Yes. A lot better."

"I got you this too." He handed me a chocolate bar.

"Oooooh! Chocolate!" I grabbed it and opened it immediately.

"The lady gave it to me for free." He told me.

"Well that was really sweet of her!"

"Yeah I know. She was nice." He smiled.

I took a bite of the chocolate and smiled.

"This is so good oh my God." I sad with a mouthful of chocolate.

"I bet. I'm glad you're enjoying it."

"I'm trying so hard to gain my weight back."

"I know you are. I'll be here the whole step of the way." He stroked my hair.

"Thank you..I appreciate that."

I'm so tired of being tiny. I'm not to the point of all my bones showing, but if I keep this up, I will end up like that.

I know Oli doesn't want to see me like that.

To be honest, I'm tired of seeing myself like that.

It's not healthy looking at all.

I finished my chocolate bar, feeling satisfied.

I felt fat though.

No.

I will not purge the chocolate.

I took a breath.

I haven't purged in a couple weeks, same for cutting.

I am not going to start doing it again..or at least try not to.

I'm really going to try.

Unless something happens that makes me want to do both again.

Which I don't think that will happen anytime soon.

Or at least I hope not.

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Hey guise ^_^

So. I'm sorry that these past couple chapters sucked. I haven't had many ideas, but I thought of a few so xD

But, I will try to make the future chapters longer & better c:

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Bai guise!

~Amber XD