Stupid Games

chapter 10

Dette's pov

The date went pretty well if you ask me. He won me a medium sized beige teddy bear that says ' I love you'it doesn't mean anything though, it was just the only choice that fits the price. Lemme tell you what happend at the ferris wheel.

*flashback*

" Edward cmon please? Can we?" I askes Edward, giving him the best puppy dog eyes. I actually asked him before but he declined saying he defy ferris wheels. I pleaded of course because what's a great date in the fair if you don't get to ride the ferris wheel. It's romantic ok?!.

He shook his head and backed away. I instantly grabbed his arm to keep him from jerking away from where we stand. " cmon please? I'd do anything you want" he instantly look at me smirking, oh no, shit! Not a good idea Belle Oddette.

"Fine then, hold my hand the entire time" i gulped but nodded.

We lined up to get some tickets and i felt a hand intertwined with mine. I looked down to see both of our hands intertwined together. I try not to blush at what happened and stared at him

" i thought this was gonna happen at the ride?" I asked him smiling. He just shrugged.

" i fugured it would be a good head start, you know, getting used to the feeling of our hands together because it will happen a lot in the near future" he said leaning in and i leaned back. I know he was just kidding about those leaning in thingy so i just shooked my head and smiled at the ground.

So it went on like that. With us holding hands.

*flashback over*

For some reason we were still holding hands when we were walking down the streets.

"You know you're my first date" I said out of the blue. He looked at me in shock.

"Really? How come?" He said staring at me.

"I've never agreed on one, either they're jerks, or i just don't want to, im actually a bit surprised at myself when i agreed to this date" i said smiling at him.

"Well i feeled honored then" he said staring intently at my eyes.

"You know, I've always wanted a boy who's not afraid to admit what they feel, i want someone who can love me as much as i love them back, i wanna find true love like my parents do. When i was a kid i would stare at my window every night wearing ny princess tiara and wished for a prince, I've always wanted true love.i want to feel special in someone's eyes, i want to know the feeling of every 'i love you' and 'good morning' in their texts. I want to feel that special someone with me. I hope i would find them soon." I stated and he stared at me smiling snd it suddenly got quiet.

Its like he's thinking about something. I didnt wanna ruin the moment so i didnt ask whats it about.

"You're different" he said and i raised my eyebrows at him, urging him to continue on.

"You're a kind if girl I'd want to see myself with, and hopefully you are the girl that I'd be with, only if you let me of course" he said. I opened my mouth to answer him but he spoke again

"im not rushing you, you can take all the time in this world but im still hoping for an answer" he said. We both chuckled and i noticed we are already here.

"So this is goodbye?" i asked him once we were at the doorstep. He shook his head and stepped closer.

"I wish for another date" he doesn't move tho. He just kept a space between us.

" we'll see about that" we laughed and it got awkward.

"I guess ill see you tomorrow" I said shifting from one foot to another.

"I'll be seeing you in my dreams" he winked and i blushed looking down at ny feet. He chuckled at reached out to cup my cheek in his palms

"goodnight. Have a nice sleep and don't worry you'll see me tomorrow, bye!" he said and dropped his hand from my cheek and he went to get his car which was parked out in ny driveway. I waved at him and he waved back before going inside. I waited for him to go before i entered the house.

I went in my bed after slipping in my pajamas. I hugged the teddy bear and I thinked about the events that occured in our date. The holding hands. The truthful conversation. His words against mine. His hand holding ny cheek. Maybe its real? Maybe he feels the same. I know I said he's just playing me but those gestures, those words, it felt real.

i found myself falling even deeper.

Edward's pov

After she said that. I wondered. She's different. A good kind of different. She's special. She's not some kind of slut that would throw herself at you. She's actually the kind if girl that i want. Wait scratch that. She's the girl that i want.

And from that moment i know my decision. Im gonna talk to Aiden and called off this game.

I cant play with her feelings like that. Im so stupid. Now i fell. She plays hard to get and i found myself wanting more. She's got an attitude that u found myself liking. Shes got these extremely sweet words that i found myself falling deeper. I want us to be real. I want us to be together. No games. Just us.

I can't play with her anymore, its just not right, when she said those things about finding true love, i found myself wanting to be that guy to make her feel that way.

And im going to be that guy