Stupid Games

chapter 13

Dette's pov

I cried the whole night thinking about what the hell just happened. Well lets recall.

I was a bet
I got played
I fell in love
He chased me
I pushed him away

Ughh so many things happend today. I buried myseld in my lovely purple duvet as i wallow in self pity. I sniffed and think again, like what I'm doing for the past 3 hours. 3 hours of unstoppable ringing of my phone. It must be them, Liah and Van

Why? Why me? Out of all the 7 billion people in the world, it lands to me. Why did he do it? Does he really care? Well i know i do care for him but that's just it. I need to accept it. I was a bet! A fuc- *cring**cring*

I look at my bedside table and groaned, when will they stop?

I answered it without thinking.

Dette= bold italics
Caller= italics

Hello?

Dette? Baby please let me expl-

Oh surprise surprise. Its you. What do you fucking want? Jerk.

I j-just want t-to... to e-explain everyt-thing.

He's still crying? Its probably just for a show. I scoffed. Yeah . explain.

Explain what? That you played me like a toy for what? For money? For a free drink? For reputation? For your own fun? I dont even know what kind of a person you are but for now im settling on a heartless one. You just made this year a hell hole for me and its only starting. So goodluck for me and goodbye to you. Jerk.

Wait Dette I-

I hung up the phone and tossed it at my bed and started sobbing again. When will this be over? It hurts so much right now. I continued sobbing and a knock interrupted it. Was it that loud? That my neighbour from the other side of the street heard it? The knocking became louder.

"Chill chill! Don't make a hole on my door, its newly polished" just trying to make myself happy.

I didnt even bother to groom myself before opening so my hair is tangly and i probably have a snot on my face. I opened my door and what I saw just makes me want the person to burn a hole in my door and stuck it's head in it.

"Oh hey jerk what you doin' here?" I asked him and he smiled sadly.

"Can i come in?" he asked, gesturing inside.

" why not? I let you in my heart right? Why not in my house? But wait? Are you gonna make a bet on it too? Maybe sell it on ebay? Please dont, because if that happend I'll be a homeless person with a broken heart too" i said sassily and went to my couch. Might as well talk to him.

He slowly came to me and sat down beside me.

" i came here to explain everything" he said his head bowing down. I shaked my head.

" your explanation will do nothing and wont change anything" i said coldy trying not to cry in front of him. I dont want him to see me as a weakling.

" but i will anyway" he said smiling sadly at me.

i gestured for him to continue and he grabbed my hand. I pushed his hand away.

" you can explain but don't touch me. Dont think we're okay because we're not and we never will be" i said weakly and just about to cry and he hung his head low and nodded slowly. He started speaking shakily. Is he about to cry?

" when i first saw you enter history class, i was shocked cuz you were so pretty and still is. Then it came to lunch, i was sitting by Aiden's group of friends because he's the only person i know here and because he's my childhood bestfriend too
He caught me staring at you and you staring back so he siad it would make his plan better. He explained everything to me, how you humiliated him, and how you rejected him. And me, being a fool i am, agreed with the plan just because i wouldnt fall for you and i did and surprisingly you did too. But im so stupid and let you go like that. Im so sorry if I hurt you Belle Oddette Britts but im serious. I need and want a second chance, please. I promise im gonna make it up to you." He was almost in his kness sobbing and holding my hand.

"Dont you think its a little bit late for that?" I spoke quietly ,wiping my eyes. He shook his head.

" no no no its not. Dette, please" he was full on sobbing now and as much as i want to give in i wouldnt because he hurt me so much. It wont be right. Well at least not now.

" you hurt me Edward, you made me feel stupid. Its not that easy, now please ,if you can just go now" i told him and released his hold on my hand to wipe my tears again. I cant... not now atleast.

" i promise i will make it up to you" he begged and j just looked at him, tears streaming down my face.

" how long will you hold that promise Edward huh?! How long?! Until i fall again and you'll say you cant do it? Is that what you're trying to do? If thats it then stop please i cant take it any more.. please just go already" i said and he hugged me tight. I sobbed on his shoulder and just let him hold me.
When i came back to my senses i leaned back and whispered.

" you should go, its getting late" i whispered harshly and he nodded sadly and just before he went out he whisper in his shoulder.

" i love you Belle Oddette Britts. Someday... someday"

after he's gone ,im gone too,sobbing on my couch all night long

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