The Mindset

what i hate tagglesss

I got tagged by a lot from the sqwaud qiandae, ohsehunio, bekuhyon (yes im tagging you holla), and taemineral. I thought it'd be good to do this right now because, yo late at night, my mind be wandering and to be honest, I have some rage I need to have let out.

Alright, let's go.

1. Whenever people ask me what I want to do for the future.

Like, I know i'm a second year in college, and i should DEFINITELY know what i want to do in my life. but no i don't because, seriously, how can i? how am i supposed to know what life i want, im an indecisive person so me picking out the path i want to choose RIGHT ON THE SPOT is every bit annoying. 

I've mentioned to a few people that i want to be a psychiatrist, but even that, i don't know is the one i want. I seriously talked to my psych advisor the other day about what classes to take and to figure out a minor to take. as much as she helped me, she left me more stressed. she be telling me that i need a minor ASAP.

being a college kid is so stressful.

2. when people be hypocrites

or you know, somewhere along those lines. honestly, it's little things, but it happens every single day and from my own very family. the amount of times i had wanted to tell people to shut up is way too much.

3. when people aren't straight with me

this is legit my problem RN. i have this guy friend, he playing all the damn time and every time i try to be straight up serious with him, he averts the damn question and changes topic. LIKE, UM, YOU LIKE ME? NAH, YOU PLAYING? STOP MAKING ME CONFUSED ASF OKAY, BYE.

4. myself for not being more confident and more responsible about things

this applies to basically everything in my life. i'm such a dependent, awkward child who's actually very anxious and stressed all the damn time.

5. procrastination

but yet i still fucking do it. and now i have like seven stories i should be updating and finishing.

I know for sure that there are a LOT more things i hate but i'll go with these as they are the ones that popped in my mind in the spur of the moment. i'm not going to tag anyone, but you're tagged if you read this haha.

also pls enjoy these nice gifs.

yes whatever ill reuse gifs too