INTERVIEWER ; JHS

열여덟

; hoseok ;

i was having the best time of my life with ash. i never knew i could have this much fun with her. it's like everytime i see her laugh and smile, i fall deeper and deeper for her. when we rode the roller coaster, i was so mortified. i didn't want her to think of me as a coward for letting her ride it alone so i gathered all my strength and went with her. i was freaking out when we got to the top of the ride, then i looked at her.

she made me feel calm. the way her eyes sparkled in the darkness, her cheeks glowing from all the adrenaline. i know that nobody is perfect but i know for sure that she's an exception. so i looked at her the entire ride and held her hand, i didn't even notice that the ride was done when she screamed done. and that's when i knew that she was the one. (so fUcking cHeesy i cant)

we finished doing the bump cars. we went to the nearest bench to relax and try not to puke because that wouldn't be pleasent to watch.
she sat down and began laughing at how stupid the couple looked infront of us. that's when i saw her.

i thought she left for good?

why in all the places would i see her here?

what the hell

these thoughts ran through my mind as i stared at her. she was here, about fifty meters away from my touch. believe me or not, i do not want to see her even if she was my first love. she noticed me as she stared back at me.

fuck fuck fuck. that's when a man went beside her, not just any man, it was my childhood bestfriend matthew. they reached us, i took a hold of ash's hand. as they reached near us, ash's hand squeezes mine as a sign of support.

" hi hoseok, long time no see.  i see that you're an idol now, good for you  " she said as she held as she held matthew's hand.

yeah, without you.

i just, i don't know what came over me. i let go of ash's hand and just run. i ran and ran and ran. i don't even know where i'm running to.

shit, i left ash

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; ash ;

i can't find hoseok anywhere. i looked at every corner that he could've been. and then i remembered, i haven't looked at the car. so i hurried to the parking lot, and there i saw hoseok with his head on the stirring wheel. i sigh in relief as i walked to his direction. i got to the car, and i heard sniffles. i knocked softly on the window before hearing a clicking sound, signalling that the car is open. i opened the door and got inside the car. that's when i noticed that hoseok was crying. i was rubbing his back as comfort.

" you want to tell me all about it? it'll help you to get it off of your chest "