I hold Kevin tightly as he starts heavily thrusting back and forth. I blush in embarrassment as a small moan escapes my mouth. He looks at me with an illegal smile and says "I love you."
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Its been 4 months since the incident and me and Kevin have only discussed it a few times. Ever since that day he found my journal he's been a lot more couscous around me, and even checks with me daily to see if I'm fine. I'm glad to know that he truly does care for me, I was a little suspicious for the first few days when we started dating. Kevin's always been a jokster and a really nice guy so I thought that he was just being kind or messing around with me, but slowly I started to understand the truth in his feelings. He loves me and I love him, whenever he's near I always feel good inside. Kevin is the one person that is always there when I need him, like when he helped me out with the situation that me and my mother had, by the telling authorities whats been going on in my home. My mom was forced to quit drinking and isn't allowed to come within 100 ft of me for a while. Because I had no where else to go I decided to move in with Kevin's family after they kindly asked me too. Stacy and Ben (Kevin's parents) were more than excited to have me come and live with them, of course they were a little shocked hearing that I was in a relationship with their son but lovingly accepted it without any problems. Everyday is like a new adventure here, filled with craziness, and being in this house shows me just how much fun living can be. This family.....Stacy a calm and loving mom, Ben a loud and funny dad, Kevin's younger twin brothers Elijah and Jordan who are only 6 and sometimes noisy but still are very sweet, and finally Kevin my best friend and amazing boyfriend....without these people I most definitely wouldn't be alive today, all of them are the reasons I live. Sometimes I still get sad and don't want anything to do with life but they help me go through it. I know that if I try hard I might fully get over the things that haunt me today and with the pace I'm going that shouldn't be too long!
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Suicide Journal (BxB)
RomanceHaru Agrestes, teenage boy, who is in love with his best friend, Kevin Stines, decides to kill himself but before he goes he decides to write some unique entries in his notebook ......Will Kevin be able to read the journal before it's too late
