Conflicted feelings
Bottled up inside
No way to let them show
As I cry alone at night
Wishing you were here
Close to me at night
Next to me in the light
Not so far away
Wishful thinking
Impossible plans
Two hearts
An unspoken promise
Love is in the air
But so far away
So conflicted
Fragile emotions
Losing you
Would end me
How could I go on
When you realize
You never truly wanted me
Realizing that I
Only a temporary
When you leave
I'll be nothing
But a faint distant memory
Waking up alone
Screaming in the middle of the night
Losing you
Crying the tears
That never fall
Conflicted feelings
Scared to lose you
Willing to fall
Bottled up inside
