Without you I'm lost ~ Liam Payne

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I remember when I first met you, it was the best day of me life when it should've been a typical worst day. 

Why is life so complicated? 

You were the celebrity of one of the greatest band in the world and I was just a normal girl. But you didn't listen to the paparazzi, you stood up for me. What no one did for me. 

You sacrificed yourself for me. I don't know how to thank you.

Did you know that one time at the lake, with that tree we sat in? When we got to the Carnival and got some icecream? 

You had mentioned that I was the one for you and that you never wanted to lose me. You kissed me. 

I was surprised and happy. You were happy but afraid of what your fans and paparazzi might say. You wanted to protect me from them. We climbed up afterwards in the tree and we sat there for hours. 

You let me understand that there was more to life than just learning for school and obediently sit at home. We would go on a journey around the world when you were free from work. I'm just very grateful. 

Remember when you had taken me on vacation while I actually was not allowed by my parents because they didn't like you, because you were a celeb? 

My parents found out and wanted to take me home and you got so angry that your parents talked with my parents and eventually I was allowed to stay? 

You let them realize you were different.

That was really the best summer of my life. 

Remember when you gave me that ring of your grandma? Your grandpa fought in the war in Vietnam, thousands of kilometres from his beloved wife? I will wear the ring forever with me. 

You're going to get through this. I wish we had never took that taxi. I had nothing but some scratches, but you had severe wounds. Why you? Why not me?

You're the strongest, nicest and honest person I've ever known. I don't think I can live without you.  Without you I am nothing, without you I'm just lost.

I slowly woke up. I really thought I saw Liam move. I saw Liam's eyes move, but I wasn't sure. 

' Liam? ' I asked. 

' Sweetie? ' Liam whispered. I gasped. 

' Yes? ' I asked. 

'I love you' he mumbled. His heartrate was going down.

' I love you too, Liam' I accepted what was coming. I must accept. I had no other choice. 

Suddenly I heard a long beep. I sighed. 

Tears rolling down my face. 'I'll never forget you, my love.' 

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