Why did he left me?
Why did I have to be born in Wyoming? Why was Wyoming not next to England?
I picked up a stone and threw it in the water. I threw my slippers off and sat on the grass.
I hated myself, I should've gone after him..
'You really can't stay here?' I asked again.
'No I can't let my fans down, sorry..' He gave me a little kiss on my lips.
'But is there a way to make this work?' I said. I sounded desperate, I was. This has to work, because he is the love of my life. I looked in his perfectly green eyes. I knew it for sure.
Harry grabbed my hand. 'You know that it is better for you, you know your dad is right.'
'No. No. My dad's not right. I want you!'
'Wyoming and America are just too far apart and I don't want to put you through this shit.'
'No, we can call and text. And you can come over when you're in America, right? And I want to, I don't care what the paps think and that I get deaththreats, I just shut my twitter down. Alright?'
I looked into his eyes again. Maybe I saw hope, maybe I saw agreement. But I saw nothing. Nothing.
'No, love I can't and you can't. You have been through so much now, you deserve better' Harry gave me a kiss on my cheek.
They announced that Harry's flight was leaving in a few minutes.
'I have to go, okay?' Harry said and turned around. I grabbed his hand quickly. I stared in his eyes. For the first time I saw tears in eyes. He had been so cold the whole day, but now he was warm and sad.
'I love you too, Whitney' he mumbled. Then he looked down and quickly walked to the gate.
I looked at the gate, hoping that he would run back to me and apologize. And that he would stay with me, forever. Or should I go after him?
But I saw the airplane leave already. I was too late. Tears were streaming down my face. I got a text message.
I will always love you. x H
I sighed. I looked around, waiting for the romantic moment that was about to happen. When I realized there wasn't a romantic moment about to happen, I ran away.
Away from that stupid plane and away from Harry.
I started to play with the sand. I looked at the text message again.
I will always love you. x H
It was already 2 months ago when it happened and I still missed him. It was the worst break-up ever. My heart was crushed. I got up and threw another stone in the water. Me stupid father, it was all his fault. I loved him so much but he always decided for me.
But daddy, he's not dangerous at all!' I cried but the reason was that I was angry. I when I was angry.
'All those celebrities are. I bet he's addicted to drugs!' he screamed.
'Dad they're not doing that! If you just gave him a chance, you would know that!' My cheeks were wet and warm.
'So. They can still hurt you! I don't trust him and young lady, you can't see him anymore!'
'I am going to see him, if you like it or not!'
Suddenly my father held his hand high and hit me. I put my hand on my cheek. My cheek tingled painfully.
I looked frightened at him. How could he do that to me?
I saw my father looking scared. I think he didn't believed it too.
It was his fault. When Harry was gone, I only sat in my room for a whole month. My father apologized for being so crazy, but it was too late.
'Whitney?'
Boy, I was turning crazy already. I was forever alone.
'Whitey?' This time I heard it cleare I turned around. My heart skipped a beat.
'Ha..Harry!' I stuttered. My Harry. I smiled and cried at the same time. I jumped up and ran to him.
I gave him a hug.
'Your dad told me you were here.' He smiled.
'I missed you so much.' I wiped a tear away.
'I missed you too, love.' He pulled me closer. I could feel his lips. 'I will always love you.' he whispered.
