Cemetery Drive (COMPLETE)

Cancer...

Gerard's POV
"Frank?" I said walking back into the living room where he previously was.

"Frank?" I said quietly as a heard his voice from the balcony. "I- I just don't know how to feel with everything going on...this day is just too much." Wonder who he's talking too. "Ok bye mom...love you" he said and hung up the phone.

I saw him put his head in his hands while leaning over the bar a bit looking at the skyline. I wrapped my arms around his waist. "Frank you okay...?"

He sighed and tuned to face me. "Ya...just thinking..." He said while putting his arms around my neck.

"Hey Gee..." His voice was nervous and shaking. "Yes Frank?" I was super curious to see what he was going to say.
"Gee....w-will you be my...b-boyfriend?"

I looked in his sparkling eyes "yes Frankie."

Frank's POV

He said yes!! This is the first good thing that's happened today. I leaned in and kissed him. He leaned in and hugged me. "Thank you.." He whispered. "Why thank you?" He pulled away from the hug. "Thank you because you've been there for everything and today I've realized that."

I felt my cheeks turn pink and a smile went across my face. "Well I'm glad I've been here" I pulled him into a kiss at the End of my sentence.

It was now 1:50 am and Gerard was in the couch. I walked into his room and I burst into tears. I punched the walls multiple times while hot tears flooded out of my eyes.

I fell in the ground and my hands were bloody and bruised. Gerard burst into the room shortly after. "Frank! What's wrong!" He pulled me into his arms holding me close to his body.

"Frank...what happened..."he said softly. "M-m-my m-mom has c-cancer a-and my d-dad died in t-the t-t-towers..." I sobbed into his chest and his grip around me tightened a bit and it made me feel safe.

"I-I'm sorry Frank..." I felt tears from his eyes fall on my head.

Gerard's POV
I feel so bad Frankie. These two days so far have been so heavy on him. I looked over at him on the bed he was now sleeping. You could see the pain he was going through in his face. At the same time he looked so peaceful and perfect.

I laid down next to him and saw his breathing pick up faster. His chest was moving up and down so fast. "Frank" I started shaking him. "Ah- gee..." He sobbed.

I scooted next to him and put my arms around him and let him sob into my shoulder. "Frank it's okay calm down" I said in a calming and soothing voice.

He calmed down. "Gee thank you for everything..." His voice was sleepy and raspy. I felt my mind drift off into slumber.

I woke up to see Frank not there again. "Frank?" I walked to the kitchen but he wasn't there. He wasn't in the living room either. I felt my stomach turn.

I was scared. What if he left and got drunk. What if something bad happened.

I went to the balcony as it was one of the last places. He wasn't there either. I went to the bathroom and I heard a light sob.

"Frank?" I knocked and tried getting the door open but I couldn't it was locked. "Frank Come on please open the door." I waited 5 minutes still nothing from inside.

I slid down the door and sat there waiting. A few hours had passed and he came out. "Frank!" His eyes were red.

I stood up and hugged him. Then I notice his arms. "Frank..." I looked at his arms in disbelief. "I-I'm sorry g-gee..." He stuttered out.

"Frank it's okay this will all be fine okay? Trust me the pain will ended soon." He looked at me with a weak smile.

"Stay here" I said walking to our room and grabbing and ace wrap and came back. I wrapped his arms in the bandage. He whimpered from the pain.

"I'm sorry baby." I kissed his for head. "Gee do we have to go to school..?" He sniffed. "Ya sorry" his expression getting sadder. I didn't think someone could be this depressed.

*at school*

Frank's POV
My wrists hurt like hell. I'm an idiot. I'm just glad that the jocks were on a game trip today.

My classes were pretty boring. I looked at the clock in 4th period and saw that there was only 30 seconds left of class.

Once the bell rang I ran out of the room to the lunch area. I found Gerard, Mikey, and Ray at the table. I saw Mikey and rays necks. They had the bites too.

"Hey." They all looked at me and said hi in unison. We all talked and laughed the whole lunch time. Then the 5th period bell rang.

"Bye gee" I said kissing him quickly and going to class.

*end of school*

Gerard's POV
I left school early texting Frank telling him I'd be home soon I just have to stop somewhere. I went to a flower shop and got a bouquet of black and red roses.

I got home and Frank was asleep on the couch. "Frank" I said softly. He woke up and rubbed his eyes. "Hey gee.." He yawned. "Here I got these for you" I have him the flowers and saw him smile from ear to ear.

"Thank you gee."

On the way to my job I wrote a song based in his mothers cancer. I felt so bad. Linda is such a nice person.

I would trade her places in a second.
I wrote down what came to my head.

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you...

I came home and found him asleep again. I snuggled up to him and I felt him dig his head into my chest. "I love you Frankie..." I said thinking he was asleep. He kissed me "i love you too gee." He giggled and went to sleep."

The day was now Saturday. I woke up and Frank's head was on my chest and he was looking up at me. "Morning sleepyhead" he giggled.

I got up and went to the door. I turned around seeing him standing up looking at his shirt. I tackled him onto the bed. I kissed him and he kissed back.

We went to a full on make out session. Once we needed air I looked at the clock. Time was 6:48 am. "Come on let's get something to eat." We went to the kitchen and ate breakfast.

"Frank I gotta go to work today and I can bring someone. Would you want to come?" I asked hesitating. "Yes gee!" He seemed really excited. "Ok make sure to bring something to do." He nodded and went to get ready.

This will be a fun work day!

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AN: ok so I'll make a really long update when I get the chance. So hope you like it. Also I'm glad some people like it so far.

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