Never again; no never again.

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Frank's POV

"Fuck why can't I see anything!" I've been pacing back and forth. To me I'm in a hospital room but I know that I'm not awake. Everything is lightly cloudy. I can't seem to see Gerard but I hope he's okay.

Fuck what if I'm in purgatory. I can't be though. No one; no nothing has come to tell me anything. I feel like I'm here for a reason but why isn't Gerard here. Fuck I can't even think right now.

What happened to me. Or Gerard for that matter. Ehhhh. WAKE UP!!!

Gerard's POV

My head hurts like a mother fucker. I wonder if Frank's okay. The doctor told me to sit out here till they are done with tests. I wonder what happened to make him have a seizure.

Fuck I need to stop thinking about it. Everything will be fine. I hope....

"Mr. Way?"

Fuck. "Yes?" I need to know what's happening with Frank and I need to know now.

"Mr. Iero is asleep at the moment. We gave him some pain killers cause he will have had a head ache when he wakes up. You may go and see him if you'd like." He smiled at me and looked at his paper.

"Ok thank you. Um what exactly made him have a seizure?" I was now a little panicked when he didn't respond for a few moments.

"He was crying and he didn't breath much and his brain lacked the oxygen it needed and it triggered the nerves controlling parts on his brain."

He walked away after that leaving me to go to Frank. I walked in and sat in the chair next to him. And that moment of heavy realization hit me hard. He could die from not waking up. He could have died if we weren't here. Fuck.

What is even happening with life right now. It's mixed up. It's dead. Everything is dead around me. Everything I love dies at some point. And it leaves me with unanswered questions and alone to drown in thought and confusion.

"Oh my god Frank.....I'm so confused....I don't know what to do anymore......" Tears were rolling down my cheeks and landed on the soft white bed sheets.

"If you die.....ill have no one......ill be alone again......I don't want to be alone....please don't leave me Frank I-i-i can't live without you......." I was now sobbing as he laid there limp. Lifeless even. His chest rose slowly and fell slowly after.

I stared at the plane room with blurred vision. I could hear his heart monitor; nothing more and nothing less. Just a steady rhythm of beeping.

I looked over at the clock and it was now 12:09 am. The room was warm but got cold fast. I was terrified of why the temperature dropped drastically.

Frank's POV

I was walking in a hospital room when I saw Gerard walk in. "Gerard what happened?" He just sat down by the bed. And I saw... In the bed,pale and dead looking, me.

"Oh my god Frank.....I'm so confused....I don't know what to do anymore......" Tears were rolling down his cheeks and landed on the soft white bed sheets. Stained splotches where the tears had fallen.

"If you die.....ill have no one......ill be alone again......I don't want to be alone....please don't leave me Frank I-i-i can't live without you......." He was now sobbing,violently, as I laid there limp. Lifeless. Dead?

It looked as if she was now studying the room. I walked over to him and hugged him. He was warm and I could feel that. But he shivered when j touched him.

Did I make him cold?

Fuck. I don't know what to do. I sat on the ground never to him and listened to my heart beat.

Beep. Beep. Beep.

Everything started disappearing. I didn't have the strength to do anything. My body had become heavy. I moved my hand and felt something.

My touch was back. I wasn't numb any longer. I felt bed sheets and I heard the beeping. I heard slight sniffs. I opened my eyes to see Gerard looking at the ground; like he was waiting for something;someone.

"G-Gerard?" My voice was quiet. "He rose his head and starred at me with wide eyes.

"F-f-Frank?" His voice was soft and surprised. "Y-you're awake...thank fucking God." He hugged me and kissed me.

"What happened?" He looked at me for a sec and then explained everything that had happened.

"And here we are now.."

"Wow" was all I could say.

"Ya. But your awake and not dead."

I sat up in the bed and kinda just looked at the sheets. I was lost. Where was I? What would have happened if I died? Was I actually there?

Gerard notice me lost in thoughts. " Frank you okay?" He sounded nervous.

"Hmm....ya I'm fine just thinking about stuff ya know" I smiled weakly.
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Short chapter but I don't know if I should keep writing. Idk if this is even good. Idk if I should delete this or not. Leave a comeback saying your opinion please. Also i haven't updated because of writers block and not thinking it's good and school. So ya next chapter (if there's one) will be longer. So ya.

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