Cemetery Drive (COMPLETE)

Welcome to the Ward

It was a dream.

I got up and looked at the time. It was now the next morning and today I would be going to the Psychiatric ward. I have to go so they can 'keep an eye on me. I see no point in going.

Mikey is making me go though. I got up and went to the desk to find my coffee from the previous night cold as expected. I took it with me to the kitchen and made a new pot of coffee.

I poured the coffee in a cup and drank it while having a smoke. After that I took a shower. Seeing as I had to be with lots of people today it would be nice to clean my self up.

When my shower was done and I was dressed I packed what I needed including a sketchbook with a pack of pencils.

Mikey came minutes later to pick me up.

When we got there I was greeted by a nurse and a doctor. We talked with them and then I was out in my room.

I shared the room with a girl named Lynn-z who had schizophrenia and DID. She was really cool even though she had those.

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~2weekslater~

I can't take it anymore. The constant pills. Never being able to stay alone in a room. They took away my escapes too; my smokes and my drawings.

They said I could hurt myself with the pencils and paper so they took them. They told me that smoking wasn't good for me because I could die from it. Maybe that's the point.

Lynn-z was really quite all the time now. One day she just stopped talking and she has that far away look in her eyes. I don't even think she's in her own body anymore.

At the end of the first week I got diagnosed with bpd and anxiety. They already knew I had depression but adding those makes it worse.

I've also been seeing things that others can't see. I don't know what's happening. I see Frank walking around by my side during the day and at night there's monsters every where.

The voices in my head never stop either. And I can't take it. I need out.
They won't let me out of my room either they always bring me and Lynn-z our food.

I don't know what to do and I don't want to be here. I want to go to Frank but he's dead.

I love him.

God I'm insane.

Maybe I can escape....

I just need to gather up pills or I can tie my sheets together and throw it over that beam.

Yeah I'm doing this.

I tied them together and threw over the beam.

Standing on the chair as I took my final breaths.

"I'm coming for you love" I said as I kicked the chair.

I felt my body finally resting. Peace and tranquillity.

Finally I can rest.

End.

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Well my first fan fiction is done. It's really crappy I know but it was my first one. So hope you like the ending, because there's no such thing as happy endings until you see you love again.

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