My Nicky,
I am getting a flight to Los Angeles.
I am genuinely sorry that I'm leaving and that I didn't dare tell you to your face but I guess I was scared.
By the time you read this I will be on the plane to my hotel (until I find a home). My plane will take off at about 8pm so you will only just be finishing work.
Please know that me leaving isn't because of anything you have done. You are the best man ever, better than anything I ever deserved. Our relationship meant everything to me.
You're probably wondering why I would leave without you if I really love you, but you have your family around you, you'll be fine. You could be with someone a lot better than me.
I'll make sure you can see our baby girl, you can her visit anytime you want.
Please don't forget how much I love you.
Love always, Carla.
xxxxx
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