You're Mine [Matsuoka Rin x Reader]

i will tell you something and please help

Ugh, this is so fucking crazy.

Hours a go i broke up with boyfie and it's killing me so much. now my eyes are very ugly and i'm just so broken.

i just care about him so so so fucking much. he's one of the most important thing for me in this fragile world.

why am i not mad or disappointed or happy instead of being broken?

he was the one who broke up with me. the reason is pretty clear and i'm okay with it (well, mostly no but whatever the best for him). he did said he doesn't want to be in this kind of relationship until few years later.

and me, i believe in his words.

the reason is clear and logic, i guess. i mean, i know him, tho.

BUT STILL THIS IS NUTS.

IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY I'M STARTING TO HAVE A LITTLE MENTAL BREAKDOWN.

MY LITTLE WORLD IS FALLING APART OH NO.

and guys

....

do any of you have some tips for me? like, how-to-heal-yourself? if any of you have some, please just comment and i will fucking appreciate it.

I LOVE YOU ALL UGH

(and my dearest ex too)