Freedom-a Haleb Fanfiction

Mama or Dada?

HANNAS P.O.V
Things had returned back to normal now after the funeral. Caleb would go to work at 9, I would stay at home with Blake, and then Caleb wojkd get home some when between 5-6.
"I can't wait till you're older and I actually have contact to a human during the day." I sighed slumping back on the sofa with Blake in my arms after his lunch. Being in this small apartment on my own all day was making me go slightly mad. The only person I spoke to for over 8 hours a day was my 10 month old son and it wasn't the most interesting conversation when all he says is mama mama all over again. I pulled out my phone and called Emily.

"Hi, you reached Emily, I can't speak right now, leave your message after the-"

I hung up and tried Aria

"Hey it's Aria. Not in right now. Leave a message."

I hung up and tried Spencer and yet again no reply. I tried Alison. After a few rings I was about to give up when she picked up.
"Hello!"
"Hi Ali." I grinned.
"Hey how are you?"
"I'm good I just needed to speak to someone. I'm going insane." I laughed.
"wait are you in new York or are you still in rosewood?"
"I'm back in new York why?"
"I'm about half an hour away-do you want me to pop over?" She asked.
"Really?" I smiled.
"Sure. My interview in new York got cancelled and I was about to head back but I don't mind." She said.
"That would be amazing." I paused "see you soon?"
"Yup!"

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I quickly opened the front door and threw my arms around the blonde.
"I've missed you so much!" Alison squeled.
"I missed you too." I ushered her into the living room and her eyes lit up when she saw Blake in his bouncer "oh my god hi boo."
She ran over and knelt down next to him "hello!!"
The young boy looked up at her and then away.
"Well he was interested." She laughed.
"The first boy I've ever seen not to pay attention to you." I joked.
She laughed and rolled her eyes and sat down on the sofa next to me "I'm not looking for s guy right now-focusing on my career."
"I can't wait till he's old enough for me to start working." I paused "I'm like trapped in this apartment all day."
"Does your mum not take him some days?" She asked.
"Somedays-but she works most days and the days he's not here I'm cleaning or something- northerly things." I explained.
"Oh I see."
"Yeah. Caleb works 9 till 6 ish and its lonely. I'm going insane." I laughed again.
"We should take a girl trip for the weekend." She smiled "me,you,em,Spence and Aria."
"That would be nice." I grinned.
"I'll plan some spa get away." She winked.
"Can't wait."
Blake began to cry "one second."
I picked up my son "I think it's nap time baby." I looked over at Ali "I'll be two seconds."
I rushed to his room and put him into his crib, waiting a moment until he was out, before heading back.
"It's almost his first birthday?" Alison asked.
"Yeah...." I whispered.
Alison smiled weakly "that means it's also a year since you lost her."
"I know." I lowered my head, my hair falling covering most of my face.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have mentioned it-"
"No it's fine. She was mine and Caleb's daughter and I don't want everyone to feel like they have to walk on egg shells around me- I'm fine. I can talk about her." My voice broke slightly at the last part.
She nodded and squeezed my shoulder "so back to the spa weekend...."

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By the time Alison has left, Caleb had been home for an hour, minding his own business in our room while me and Ali spoke some more. Once he heard the front door shut he came into the main room and I crossed my arms "do you still have a problem with her."
"No...." He trailed off.
I raised my eyebrows.
"honestly." He said "I don't mind her anymore."
"Good." I smiled and began to pour water into a pan before adding pasta and putting it on the stove "what type of pasta?"
"Tomato's fine." Caleb grinned.
"Kay."
He walked off down the hallway and returned with Blake in his arms. He put him in his highchair and fed him.
"Here comes the aeroplane!" Caleb cooed causing Blake to squel.
I laughed-my boys would be the death of me.
"Shit." I cursed. I had been staring at Caleb and Blake for to long, making the pasta burn slightly.
"What's wrong babe?" Caleb asked.
"I burned it slightly-but it's fine." I smiled and began to serve up the meal.
We sat at our small table, Blake in his highchair.
"I miss my mum cooking for me." I laughed lightly lifting the pasta on my fork and then dropping it "this looks rank."
"I'm sure it's fine." Caleb chuckled taking a mouthful "it's not that bad."
I copied, eating some "my mums cooking was better."
"She's older."
"That means nothing."
"She's got more cooking experience."
"I guess." I gave in and we finished our meal.
"Alison's taking me,Aria,Spencer and Emily on a spa weekend soon." I smiled.
"That should be nice." He said.
"I know." I paused "we spoke about Hope."
He looked up at me, then back down at his food "yeah?"
"Yeah. I wanted her and everyone to feel like I'm not some weak sad mum, I'm happy with what I've got, and I don't mind her being spoken about." I smiled weakly.
"Thsts good." Caleb nodded.
"Do you think he remembers her?" I asked looking at Blake.
Caleb shook his head "he never met her- I'm sure he'll feel it though."
"If we have more kids in the future- do you think they'll be okay?" I gulped.
Caleb nodded "that was just one time okay?"
I bit my lip. I would never truely be over Hope, but the trauma of the birth would also always haunt me.
"When's the spa weekend??" Caleb asked, changing the subject.
"Next weekend- you'll be okay looking after him without me right?" I asked.
"Of course I will." He rolled his eyes and laughed "dads are so underappreciated."
"because mums are better." I joked and tickled Blake "isn't that right?"
"Mama or Dada?" Caleb asked.
"Mama! Dada! Mama! Dada!" Blake yelled throwing his food on the floor.
"Blake!" I gasped and grabbed a tea towel and cleaned up the mess "that was naughty."
Caleb in this time, had picked Blake up and was bouncing him on his knee "don't make mummy angry. We've both got to keep on her good side." Caleb whispered.
I shook my head "told you mummys are better- they're in charge."
"Really?"
"Really."

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAY BTW ILYSM

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Okay so I had no idea what to do for this(hence the fact I haven't updated in 5 days) but Tyler was on set on Friday and him and Janel are the first scene of season 7 in a car- PLS SAVE HANNA I BEG.

Okay enjoy bye
-Rosie