dead to me

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CALEBS P.O.V
Hanna and I layed in a comfortable silence on the couch in my apartment. She layed in between my legs resting her head on my chest with her eyes closed lightly. I had my arms around her and rested on her bump.
"This is nice." She muttered.
"Yep." I whispered and closed my own eyes. I was glad Hanna wasn't stressed and care free right now, she hasn't been herself recently, and the fact she was having such mood changes because of the baby, didn't help. Questions filled my head. Where would we live when our son was born? This apartment wasn't big enough and we can't start a family living in the bedroom of Hannas family home. How would we pay for the essentials? Neither me or Hanna had a suitable job. The biggest one lingering at the back of my mind was the most hard to awnser, how would we look after a baby? Of course we had experience with babies, we had baby sat Hannas cousin last year, but that was different.
"Han?" I whispered, making sure she was awake before I bombarded her with questions.
"Yes?" She asked.
"Where are we gonna live when the babies born?" I asked.
She sat up from in between my legs and I sat up right and she sat next to me, legs crossed, hand on her bump "we could save up for a small apartment? If you sell this place, we could both try and work more and maybe my mom and your mom could help?"
I nodded. I didn't exactly like asking for money, especially as I've done fine without help for so much of my life, but it wasn't just me, it was Hanna and our unborn child, and I wanted to give them as much as possible. It was silent for a while before I spoke "are you scared?"
"About being a mom or pushing a baby out of my vagina?" Hanna laughed uneasily before sighing "I'm scared about everything."
"I'm going to give you and our son everything I can okay?" I asked.
She nodded and her bottom lip wobbled "I don't know how to look after a baby."
"Hey." I quickly cached her falling tear with my thumb "don't cry, don't cry."
She sniffled "I'm trying to hard."
"We could go to parental classes?" I offered.
She nodded "I'd like that."
"I'll book it later." I smiled and kissed her gently "now let's think names?"
"Names? I'm only just 3 and a half months." She said.
"It's better to be prepared. Now names. Why don't you pick first and I'll pick middle?" I knew she would want to pick first.
"Okay."
It went silent and I ran a few names through my head. Jamie? No that's my dads name and its unfair on Tom and Ted. Brooklyn? Nah to famous sounding. Charlie? I'm pretty sure Hanna had an ex called Charlie. I sighed I'm frustration and pulled out my phone. 'Popular boy names'
"I like Blake." Hanna smiled widely interrupting the quite.
Blake. I repeated it a few times in my head and smiled "I love that Han."
I scrolled through the name list and I found my favourite.
"Blake Jenson Marin." I said aloud and Hanna gasped and through her arms around me.
"I love it-" she paused and pulled away "but I have one problem."
"What?" I asked.
"Blake Jenson Rivers." She emphasised the rivers "I want him to be a Rivers boy."
I looked down at her bump then her "but we're not married and I thought you would want Marin?"
"Caleb I want him to be a Rivers." She said sternly.
I smiled "I love you."
"I love you too." She wrapped her arms around my neck and I places mine around her waist "and maybe one day I'll be a Rivers too just like my boys?"
I smirked to cover the huge grin forming on my lips, I would marry her one day "maybe."

HANNAS P.O.V
me and Caleb reentered my family home later that day at around 7. Laughing as we did so, at something he had just said, we walked into the kitchen "mom is dinner read-"
I grabbed Calebs hand in horror "hi dad."
"Mr Marin." Caleb nodded polity.
My dad sat next to my mom at the kitchen counter and Ted didn't seem to be home.
"What are you doing here?" I asked rudely.
"Hanna!" My mom scolded.
I rolled my eyes and turned to Caleb "can we leave? Please?"
"That won't be happening." My dad said loudly "we need to speak."
"About.....?"
"The fact that you ran away, you're pregnant, he almost killed you by driving like a fool-"
"HOLD ON, Caleb didn't make that car accident happen on purpose! The van came towards us and he tried to steer to keep us safe, but the van drove into the side!!" I protested.
"Anyway, none of this would of happened if he didn't make you run away..." He said.
"Dad please don't. Caleb and I made that decision together, I was unhappy and needed to have some time away from all the pressures because incase you forgot, I was stalked for 2 years and my stalker was just locked up and I wasn't dealing very well." Caleb clutched my hand tighter as I spoke.
"Maybe you have different ways to destress than I do?" He raised his eyebrows and pointed at my stomach. I placed one hand on my belly "don't you dare."
"I'm just stating the truth." He said "he got you pregnant."
"It takes two." I yelled.
"But why did you? You know my rule." He said. He had set a rule about mine and Caleb's 'sex' life the first time the pair met. It was never to happen, my dad said. But that obviously didn't work out, as we had broken that rule long before Caleb and my dad met.
"Did you force her?" He asked Caleb.
Caleb opened his mouth to speak "no sir."
"Then if you didn't force and she knows my ground rules, how is there a human growing in my daughters womb?" He hissed.
"I wanted to dad." I blurted out.
"You wanted to what?"
"Hes my boyfriend, I'm a young adult, I wanted to do it, he always makes sure I'm okay before we do anything, it was my fault not his."
"he always makes sure you're okay?" He paused and shook his head "so it's a recurring thing? You two- doing it?"
I bit my lip "I'm not talking about my love life with you. Can you leave?"
"No."
"Look you can be in mine and my sons life or not, but if you carry on, we don't want you." I said feeling suddenly angry.
"Son?" He questioned.
"Yes me and Caleb are having a son." I smiled, I couldn't help it no matter what the situation and I looked at Caleb to see him smiling too. My dad stood up and stormed out the house. I stood in shock, and it left me, Caleb and my mom.
"Hanna-" she began to speak.
"Why did you let him in?" I croaked as my eyes filled up with tears "why?"
"Hes your father..." She smiled sadly.
"Hes dead to me." I spat.

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I realised I make Mr Marin evil in every fanfiction I have oops I just don't like him + please comment if you like the same.
'Blake Jenson Rivers' it literally took days to think of that lol

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