Maxon/America After the selection

Life goes on...

You know how hard it is having a kid? I mean after its all done it's worth it! I love all my kids but they can be crazy! Eadlyn is having her own selection? I mean I never saw it coming. She has always wanted to rule alone and I mean I saw that coming from her. She has always been so out going. I hope she finds the right one. Ahern is married! I am so happy he found his one! But scared he will never come back.  Kaden is crazy like always. Osten well he is to young to say anything. All these kids and only two of us? People would say crazy but it's not because we have a bigger family than that! Are friends all helped out with everything. I think this is why it is so hard for me. 

Do I stay or leave? Do I fight for my life and for my love? For my family? Of course I would! But I am out of fight to give! Do I go to the clouds in the sky and see my father and sister again? Or do I wait and see what happens? I hope I find out soon because I am not sure I can hold on any longer...

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Hey guys! I  know this is super small but I wanted to keep it like that. This is after what happens in The Heir and when America is in a coma. This is what I think is in her head at least some of it. So I hope you like it! Thank you for reading this story and look out for the next one soon! Eadyln and??? Story! I hope to get it out as soon as the book comes out! Love you all thank you for reading!!!!

-Lastforever365