-Don't play song till told to😁-
He pushed my back against the lockers. The breath was knocked almost completely out of me. He had his rough hands pinning my arms on both sides of the lockers. I was terrified. I tried to scream, but since it was the end of school no one would hear me.
"No ones gonna hear you so SHUTUP!"
He scowled at me. His yelling felt like a dagger through the heart. I was crying, and with each whimper he would cause me more pain.
"I said SHUTUP. DO YOU WANT ME TO HURT YOU AGAIN...skylar." He said lowering his voice at the end. Him saying my name made me shiver.
I had no words so I just nodded my head. He let go of my arms and flung them to my sides. He stepped back as I fell to my knees not being able to breath because of all the tears. I was struggling for breath, but I finally regained it. I was on the ground with my head held low. Sobbing. I knew he was standing above me. He empowered me. He always did. He effortlessly kicked my leg causing me to move backwards a bit. I didn't want to raise my head up. I didn't want him to see the hurt in my eyes. But I'm positive he saw it in everything else. He stood there laughing through his nose. He bent his knees and lowered down to me.
"Why do you hurt me?" I said through the tears. I tried to contain myself.
"Baby...there's so many reasons I have to ask the question, why not?"
I was clueless. He said so many reasons, but I knew none of them. I stood back up and walked away. I didn't stand up myself until I herd the faint sound of shoes clinking against the floor. He was gone. I pulled myself up by supporting the lockers behind me. I moved my hair out of my face and walked into the restroom. I looked in the mirror....how could he do this to me. He seemed to have all the answers while I had all the questions. I was lost for words when I seen the bruises on my shoulders and on my arms...and...everywhere. I turned the faucet on and wiped my face clean. I grabbed paper towels dabbing my face..trying not to cause more pain to the bruises. I threw it away and walked out. I walk home everyday...considering I only live about 10 minutes away. I walked back over to my locker and grabbed my bag. I dragged my feet across the floor until I opened the exiting door to leave. I walked out the door and started towards home. I plugged in my earphones and listened to the song, "The Morning" by the Weeknd.
*Play song*
I finally appeared in front of my house. I looked over to the driveway, no cars. No ones home. The only one that would be is my dad. But I guess he isn't here. My mother died about 3 years ago of leukemia. It's funny because that's exactly the same time He started bullying me. I walked up to my doorstep and tried to open the door. It was locked. I looked under the mat and got the spare key. I unlocked the door and put the key back. I slowly walked in my front door closing it soft behind me. I nonchalantly threw my bag on the couch. I walked up to my room and laid on my bed. So many thoughts rand through my head.
Why does he bully me? He said there were so many reasons, but I don't know one. Maybe he means me. Maybe I'm all the reasons. But I don't understand. What did I ever do. We used to be pretty close and then....ugh.
At this point I felt a tear trickle down my cheek. Which led to many others. I just don't understand.
We were friends. We knew everything about each other. I thought he even liked me,but was I wrong. It hurts so much, yes physically, but more emotionally. I used to have such strong feelings for him. I...I loved him. We were hanging out and having fun one night and before you know it, the next he was pushing me up against lockers. What did I ever do to him. The saddest part is he knows all my secrets. And I'm scared That everyone knows them. He's the only one that knows my mother is dead...well probably not anymore.
I was now a sobbing mess that I could barely catch my breath. I ran to the bathroom and decided to take a bath. Take my mind off some things you know. I grabbed a towel and laid it on the sink. I slowly peeled my clothes off my body. Looking at all the scars he and I have caused. And by me I mean...cutting. I don't do it anymore, but it was the only way to escape from my built up emotions. I moved the hair from my face once again.
Deja vu?
I studied my appearance. I had dark brown hair with greenish bluish eyes. I guess you could say I have pretty full lips. I turned the water on warm and waited for it to fill up. I went to my dresser and grabbed some comfortable clothes. I grabbed a pair of adidas sweatpants and just a white normal tank top. I walked back into the bathroom and stepped in. The warm water hitting my cold, sensitive skin helped me relax. I washed my hair and my body. I got all clean.
-After bath-
I stood up and stepped out wrapping the towel around me. I pulled my hair into a bun as beads of water ran down my shoulders and face. I began drying myself off and grabbed my clothes. I put them on and took my hair out of a bun so it would dry overnight. I flipped on my bed and checked my phone. No messages...as always. I laid down on my stomach and began thinking again. This led to crying, again and again. I rose up from my bed and wiped my tear stained cheeks clean with the end of my shirt. I rose my head up and looked straight. I looked out the window. Across from me there He was. He only had a towel around his waist. Guess he just got out of the shower. Drops of water trailed down his abs...he was so ho- no. I hate him. Sure I guess he was sort of "cute" but I can never forgive him. He was walking around on his phone. He looked like he had no worries in the world. While I'm being opposite. I'm worrying about everything in the world. I see him him slowly walk over to his dresser. He is about to drop his towel, but before he did he shot his head up towards me.
I made eye contact with him.
He stared back.
He was full of causing pain.
He was my bully.
He was Grayson Dolan...A/n:
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