My Bully Lives Next Door |G•D

SEVEN

I turned around and walked into the waiting room...waiting for her....

*Grayson's POV*

Hours passed and I still hadn't seen her. They should have came to a solution. I walked up to the lady at the desk, and asked her a question.

"Mam, I need to see Skylar Tate."

"Is she still with the nurses."

"I am not sure, could you check."

She sighed. She picked up the hospital telephone, dialed a number, and began talking.
Seconds later she sat the phone down and looked up at me.

"She is allowed to see visitors sir, but only family. Are you a part of her family?"

"No Mam, I'm her.....boyfriend."

"Only family."

"Please... I have to see her."

She rolled her eyes..rude much?

"Okay, but only for a little while, She's in room 17."

"Thankyou."

I began walking down the hallway, checking each door number.

15...16...17.

I stopped in front of her door and took a deep breath. I turned the cold knob and slowly stepped in. My eyes immediately shot towards her. I stepped closer to get a better look...she looked so....helpless. Tears began forming in my eyes, I didn't bother wiping them away. I sat down beside her, the bed sinking in, I moved her hair out of her face once again. She was still the most beautiful girl. I tear slipped from my eye...I cried, and cried. It was dead silence in the room besides the sounds of the machines that we're keeping her alive.

*Beep, Beep, Beep*

I closed my eyes.

I just wish she was okay..

I looked down and looked at her body. Her hand was laid beside her, no movement. I lifted her hand up with mine and held it. It felt so...right. It felt like I had held her hand many times before, even though I hadn't. I swallowed the lump that was in my throat and began to talk.

"Hey Skylar, so you can't here me, but I have to tell you some stuff. I'm gonna start off by saying, I'm sorry. More than you can ever imagine. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for making you cry. I'm sorry for betraying you. Skylar I wasn't thinking at the time, and I want to say I have changed, but I know you won't believe me. Do you know how many times I cried for you....I couldn't live with knowing that I loved you and you didn't feel the same way. Skylar you are my everything. I don't know why I let you go, and treated you wrong. I should have never done that, and I regret it so much. If I could go back in time I would.
I was being selfish, and ignorant. But I can't change what I did. It hurts knowing that all you think of me is...someone who broke you down. I want to be the one who helped you up. Every time I pushed you, every time I made you cry, my heart broke. I was so stupid and I hate myself for that, and I can never forgive myself. Skylar....I love you. I never stopped. When we were..well friends. Whenever I was sad or hurt, you'd be the one to help me stand back up on my feet and tell me it was okay. And I'm sorry I didn't do the same..." I held her hand tighter with tears continuously falling out of my eyes. I raised her sleeve. There were little cuts, stained red. Not many...but enough to make me cry harder.

She did this because of me.
What have I done...

I raised her hand in front of my face. I examined the scars...why..
I pushed my lips together and kissed everyone of her scars...while saying I was sorry.
I can't believe I would do this...to the girl I love.

*Skylar's POV*

I heard everything. I may not be conscious, but I heard him. I had no idea he felt this way. Why didn't he confess a long time ago. Would've saved me a lot of tears and small talks telling myself that I wasn't good enough. I tried to not let myself cry...I could still feel his presence. But I could not see them. In my mind was just a plain white canvas. No thoughts, no imagines, nothing. It was a peaceful place...but I wanted to wake up. I needed to tell him that I loved him too...or at least I wanted to. All I can remember before I passed out was taking pills and thinking about my regret to doing so. In my mind, I saw myself. But nobody was around, until I heard a faint voice.

"Hello." The voice sounded familiar.

"Hello? Who's there."

"Sweetie, you know who I am. Just look."

I turned around. No, it can't be, my...mother.

"Mom." My voice cracked

"Come here." She spread her arms. I ran into them and held on tightly.

"What are you doing here?"

"More importantly, what are you doing here? You should be at home.."

"Mom, do you know what happened."

"Yes darling, I can see everything that happens to you. I'm always watching over you and protecting you. But, why did you do it?"

"Mom," I said crying, "it was to hard. I couldn't deal with it."

"Honey, life is hard. But you have to be strong and get through it."

"But mom, I miss you."

"And I miss you too, but I can't be there. God decided it was my time to go..."

"But I didn't want you to."

"I know, I didn't want to either, but everything happens for a reason. And don't cry." She said wiping away my tears.

"I'm always here for you." She added.

"I know..."

"You do know that you have to make a decision, right honey. You have to choose whether to stay here, or go back."

"I don't know. Life is so hard, but I don't want to leave yet."

"Well you have to choose, before you run out of time."

I stood there. In my mothers arms. In complete silence..no sound was heard.

"Your time is coming quickly, choose wisely, sweetie."
And just like that she faded away.
I had to make a decision...before my time ran out. I looked at a watch I had on my hand..

0:56

I guess this was how much time I had left. Only 56 seconds..

Choose wisely
Choose wisely

Seconds went by, I had to make a decision, but I couldn't.

Tik, tock,

Before I knew it, everything started to fade into blackness...

*Grayson's POV*

It was still silence...and I'm sure id be called to leave any second. I looked at her. Hoping she would be okay...I raised up and bent over. I kissed her on the cheek. I took my hand and caressed her cheek where I had missed it. I sat back down with my head held low....I closed my eyes. Breathing slowly, trying not to cry again.

*beep, beep, beep, beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.*

A/n: Hey! I updated again!! 2nd day in a row! And I might even update tomorrow, but idk? I like where this book is going, but being completely honest, I don't know where this book is headed😂😂. Butttt this chapter was kind of sad. And I left y'all a cliffhanger. I think like almost every chapter has been a cliffhanger😂- sorry bout that! Hah, well don't forget to COMMENT AND VOTE. But what do y'all think is gonna happen to Skylar. And again sorry if there are any mistakes.
But anywayzzzz...as usual...

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