Countryside Love

Countryside Love: 5 ~ My Blissful Regret

Hello everyone!

To everyone who didn’t know! This story had been changed from start to finish so my advice is to read it from the start once again! I’m sorry for the inconvenient but like I said before, I wasn’t happy with how things were moving along with the original one.

I hope you like this one better than the original one that I made and yes, there will be no ‘sex’ scene on this. :P be good everyone! LOL!

Anyway! Let me know what you guys think!

Nessa xx

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5 ~ My Blissful Regret

We kissed and kissed until somehow we were at my bedroom. I couldn’t even remember if my mother was home that night or not because all I could remember was how nice Taylor smells.

We push each other against the wall and kissed each other hungrily. I wasn’t sure what came over me but I all I know was I wanted him for myself.

When we both got to my bedroom, I remember slamming the door close behind me then Taylor pushed me against it. Then I remember the zipper of my dress going down before the nice cotton dress was rip off my body leaving me nothing but my underwear. Thankfully, I decide to wear my red lace one.

I remember feeling really warm and something heavy on top of me. Taylor and I still continue to kiss each other. I don’t how we manage not get our lips separate but we did. We stay lips locked together the whole time even though I was moaning.

The morning that follows was like a blurred. I heard my mother said her usual goodbye to go to work and Taylor woke up beside me. He told me he needs to go back to his hotel but not before having his way once again but this time, we barely kissed and he watched me through out until he finished.

When he finished getting ready he gave me a kiss goodbye and he was gone. I lay in bed the whole morning. The area between my legs aches but I manage to get myself into the bathroom and into the shower.

I stood under the shower thinking what just had happened. I knew I lost the only thing I wanted to keep with me until I got married. However, it was something amazing and I never felt like it before but then something else made me realise, did he used condom?

I could only remember him using one this morning but last night was something I can barely remember. It was like my brain was much unfocused around that subject. Of course, I did what I knew I needed to do or so I thought. As soon as I pick up my phone, I didn’t know who to call and ask for help.

My mother was out of the question, she would surely ground me for the rest of my life until I reach eighteen. Josh wouldn’t know what I am on about and if I asked anyone else, everyone would know since there’s no secret that is kept in this town leaving me with Libby as my last resort.

After the way she acted the night before, I didn’t want to talk to her. The guilt on her face was enough to hunt me for the rest of my life but I knew at that time, I had no choice but to call Libby.

Libby isn’t a slut like some other girls here, it’s true she is not a virgin but she only slept with the guys she dated which by the way, there’s only three lucky guy that was able to make her heart race but none of them last than half a year because in their opinion Libby was high maintenance but she’s the only one would know what I should do.

My day felt weird already since I woke up with Taylor lying next to me and realising what I had just done the morning and the night before then my little dilemma was enough to give me a nervous breakdown so imagine how I felt when my phone rang and caller I.D. said Taylor.

Immediately I answered the call. We talk and talk but not before asking how I feel. I don’t know why I didn’t ask him about the condom thing, I guess I was pretty embarrass to ask him about it and there’s this fact that I totally forgot all about it not until three days later when my phone rang once again and it was Libby.

She wanted to talk to me in private and she set a day to meet me. It was in two days when she returns from her trip from her grandparent’s house. They go there every third week before summer finished.

Then Taylor called me, asking for me to come to his hotel which I did. Taylor was waiting for me at the lobby then, he brought me to his room or so I thought it was his room until we walked in and I realise there was only one double bed in the room when he said he and his friends were sharing room.

Taylor laugh and scratch the back of his neck and said, “we are but I thought I rent this room for, you know, us.” I only frown at then and that’s when I realise there were rose petals on the bed and scented candle around the room.

“You did these for me?” I asked looking around and felt so loved.

“You like it?” Taylor asked and all I did was kissed him which lead to something more. That night, I stayed over with Taylor because it was his last night before he and his friends leave. I felt heartbroken that he was going to leave but I didn’t have time to sulk about it because Taylor kept me busy all night and morning.