The Story Of My Life ( A Jacksgap Story )

Chapter Nine, At Jack and Finns

Jack helped me walk to his house as my ankle was in absolute pain. I held back as many tears as I could, but a few would escape my eye. I quickly wipe them away, and keep looking down at the ground. Had I lost my best friend? Why did he fight Jack? Why did he hit me? I reach up and feel the cut in my lip. There was still blood dripping from my face, I covered it up with my hand. 

"Does it hurt?" Jack asked, breaking the silence.

"Yeah" I whisper. 

"Do you think we should get it checked out?" He asked.

"No"

"But you might need stitches..." Jack begins

"LOOK ITS FINE, LETS JUST GO HOME!" I yelled, yet I felt guilty afterwards. We keep on walking in silence. Nothing is said when we get back home. I begin walking up to Jacks room with out saying a word. I slowly shut the door and sit on the bed. What is going on? I sit there with my head in my hands and give up on holding the tears back, and I just let them fall. Soon my hands were covered in tears and blood from my lip. Then Jack came in the room and sat down beside me. He handed me some ice for my lip. I hold it to my mouth and let the coolness absorb into my skin. I wipe away my tears and look up at Jack. 

"I'm sorry" I whisper

"It fine, don't worry about it" He smiles and opens up his arms. I bury my whole body in his arms, they made me feel safe. He strokes my hair, and I relax into his body. I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket, I recover it and look at the caller ID. Lewis. I wanted to talk to him, yet at the same time I never wanted to speak to him again. 

"Gonna answer it?" Jack asked. I looked up at him as he released me from his hug. I kept looking at Jack then at the phone. I decided to give him a chance to explain. 

"Hello?" I answer the phone, trying to hide the shakiness in my voice.

"Oh Thank god you answered" He responded sounding relieved. 

"What happened Lewis? You changed into some violent person, which I know your not. What happened Lewis?" I asked holding back any and all emotion.

"I'm so so sorry! I never meant to hurt you. I didn't mean anything anything of what I said. I know you are mad at me. That's whats killing my the most is knowing you are out there hating me. I've known you forever, and I would be at a loss with out you. Please please please forgive me"

"Why did you fight Jack?"

"I was mad"

"About what?"

"That he gets away with cheating, and you come running back. I was annoyed that he thinks he could get away with it"

"He didn't cheat on me! He didn't want to kiss Mel. He deterioated when I left, if he didn't care about me he would not of reacted like that."

"Thats what he told you..."

"How dare you! Jack loves me and I love him. Mel forced her self on him. He didn't want to kiss her. Let it go. I trust him and I trust Finn. Why would he lie about anything. He got lost a relationship, if any of this was intentional, why would he talk to him?" 

"I'm sorry, forgive me?"

"I'm sorry Lewis but it isn't as easy as that" With that I hung up and was close to throwing my phone across the phone. Jack stood up and walked up to me. He slid the phone out of my hand and just looked at me for a bit. He used his thumb to clear away tear that I didn't know had fallen. 

"I hated myself and Mel when she kissed me. I desperately tried to push her away. I hated myself, I love you and almost lost you. I am just so glad your with me." Jack whispers in my ear, as he pulls me into a hug. Still in embrace I look at him, and his emerald made me feel better. I lean in and kiss him gently. His fingers run through my hair, and then they slide down to my back. My arms rest on his shoulders. I pull away, and rest my forehead on his. 

"I love you" I whipser, and allow a small smile to appear on my face.

"I love you too" He lets out a quiet laugh. 

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~Georgia xxx