The Story Of My Life ( A Jacksgap Story )

Chapter Eleven, Planning a wedding

Since we got home from Paris, everything has been a swarm of wedding talk and planning. Jack and I had been planning this wedding for about 2 years. Throughout that time, the whole situation with Lewis had blown over, and now it was like nothing had happened. We begun hanging out again about 3 weeks after I got back. Things were like they were back to normal. I had forgotten what it was like just to chill out with him, and not have to worry. It was refeshing. Lewis and Jack were still rocky with each other, but Jack kept his promise of being civil to him. For once in my life, I could focus on one thing. My wedding. 

One evening, Jack and I were sat at the dining room table; planning our guest list. We went through our closest family and friends, then we began listing others. Jack had asked Finn to be his best man, and I asked Zoe to be my maid of honour. I had know zoe for years, and we were very close. The wedding was getting closer and closer, I was excited and scared. 

"Okay, how about Felix and Marzia? If they can make it?" asked Jack.

"Yeah, I really hope they can make it" I respond. " Just run the list by me"

"Marcus, Alfie, Joe, Dan, Phil, Caspar, Louise, Penny, Carl, Paul, and...." He continues checking down the list. There is a silence. We both know what we are missing. "Lewis?" He asks quietly. I didn't know how to respond. If it had been before everything, then he would have been first on the list. But I needed to take Jack into account. I want Jack to be happy on our wedding day. But at the same time, I wanted Lewis there. 

"You don't have to have him there, if you don't want" I tell him.

"I won't mind him there, I'll keep my distance from him. But if you want him there, you can. I want you to be happy. Lewis, yes or no" Even with this reassuring info, I was still in a dilemma. 

Lewis, yes or no? That was the question that rattled around my mind. For some reason this was one of the hardest questions I had to answer. Yes or no.

"Jack..."

"If you want him there, then you can." he cuts me off. "Yes or no?" He asks me. He shots me a smile of reassurance. I make a snap decision. 

"Yes" I decide. Jack smiles at me then writes his name down on the note pad. I take a deep breath and try to convince myself that this was the right idea. "Do you want a beer?" I offer standing up.

"Sure" He smiles. I walk over to the fridge and pick up two ice cold beers. I pass him one, and sit down beside him. Jack puts his arm around me as he takes a sip from his beer. I breath in and out as I relax into his body. Finn walks in and grabs a beer himself. He sits down opposite us, he seemed really mad. We have been with Finn alot in the past two years, so we couldn't understand what was up. I look up at Jack and he looks down at me, we both share a look of confusion. Jack turns back to his brother.

"Finny, are you okay" He asks innocently. Finn looks up and glares at Jack.

"Fine, why do you ask?" He asked bitterly and sarcastically. 

"You seem abit off" Jack responds. Finn takes a deep breath and looks back up to us.

"Mel, just rang me"

"WHAT?!" I exclaim, quicker than Jack could respond. 

"She rang me beacuse..." He let out a sarcastic laugh before continuing "...she heard about your wedding" 

"How did she find out?" 

"She wouldn't tell me, but she tried to convince me to take her back like nothing happened. She said she missed me and regretted everything she did."

"What did you say?" I ask

"I told her to f*** off, and to never talk to me again. I told her not to be a two faced, lying bitch and hung up. It made me mad that she hasn't spoken to me in literally two years and she rings me up and acts like nothing happened. " He let out with some pent up anger.

"Forget about that bitch, she only cares about #1."

"I'll try but I get to the point of completely forgetting about her then something pops up and everything comes flooding back. Then for a brief moment I get so mad, I punched a wall"

"Finn..." I take a hold of his hands " You could have any girl you wanted, don't let one selfish cow ruin everything. You have some fantastic qualities that all girls want, Finn you even have youtube fans. Mel is someone, who thinks only about her self and to hell with the consequences." I look him in the eyes. He smiles at me. 

"Thank you, for everything. I'm sorry I brought it up. So guest list, whos coming?" He says changing the subject. Jack the proceeds to read out the list, he got down to Lewis. Finns expression changed almost instantly. 

"Why is he coming?" He asked

"She wants him there, and if thats what she wants. I know he's not my favourite person, but I love her and want to make her happy. So yes, Lewis is coming." Jack informs him. Finn just accepted it and took his beer upstairs. I look at Jack his emerald eyes shining bright, his lips look so irristible, his skin look flawless. I quietly grab his hand and with out saying anything I dragged him upstairs. I lean against the door, and pull him in to me. I pressed my lips in to his and gripped his shirt tight. His hands hold my hips and he leans against me, pushing his body into mine. I let go of his shirt and run it though his soft brown hair. I removed his shirt without breaking the kiss, and his hands unzipped my dress. He moves me away from the door and we collapse on the bed. I break the kiss for a moment, and look down at him. He smiles up at me. He shows me his pearly white teeth, and his gorgeous green eyes. I kiss him again.