Unecspected L.H

chapter 22

1 Month

6 Months pregnant

Dani's POV

It's been a month since the car accident and I'm doing a lot better I'm still on bed rest though and needless to say.........it fucking sucks balls. I have literally been glued to the bed for the past 3 weeks. The only time I'm able to get out of bed is to use the bathroom or to take a bath which Luke has to do for me because despite being much better form the accident I"m still weak so it's hard for me to do myself on my own, and I have my doctors appointments to go to. I actually have one today. I have to call Luke up here to bathe me though ugh. I don't like him seeing me naked right now, my body looks gross not because I'm pregnant though when I got into the accident the windows in both cars broke and pieces of glass found their way into my skin and now I have disgusting scars all over my body joining the other gross ones I inflicted on myself years ago. If it wasn't easy to see I don't like my body at all the only thing I like about it is my now not so little bump and that's because it was carrying my baby girl. I grabbed my phone dialing Luke's number it rang a few times before he answered.

" You rang, beautiful." Luke joked on the other end.

" Hey handsome, I kinda need to take a bath before the doctors."

" I'll be right up, love you, gorgeous!"

" Love you too, handsome!" I said hanging up the phone

A few minutes later I heard Luke's huge feet coming up the stairs before I saw the blonde haired boy walk into our room. He smiled at me coming over and giving me a kiss on the lips.

" Here let's get you up and get you cleaned up, yea!" He helped me up delicately from the bed and walked me into the bathroom setting me on the toilet before starting the bath water. He left the bathroom to got get me some fresh close. While he was gone I couldn't stop feeling like a shit mom and a shit girlfriend or just a shit person in general. I mean I'm sitting in bed all day while Luke is balancing work, taking care of the kids and taking care of me, and the kids don't get to see me very often in the week when they do it's only for a couple hours max and I hate it. So much has changed and it sucks so much. I can't stop the hot tears that fall on my face. I wiped them away but they kept falling. A couple seconds Luke walked in the bathroom and I tried to look away so he didn't see the tears that were falling it didn't do much good because he caught on and a look of concern washed over his features and he got on his knees in front off me tucking a strand of hair.

" Hey, what's wrong?" he asked in a concerned manner .

" It's nothing." I don't want to sulk everything to him because the last thing he needs is a bitching girlfriend on top of everything.

" Dans common talk to me, please." He pleaded.

" No you already have enough on your plate, the last thing you need is a bitching girlfriend on top of everything!"

" Is that what you think? Dans?" he pleaded.

" It's the truth god im so awful I cant even take care of our kid, that's my job and now it's all fallen on you plus you have to take care of me, god I messed everything up didn't I" he just sighed before hugging me.

" Dans you didn't mess up anything, that car accident wasn't your fault, non of this is your fault, you have to think about the baby and make sure the baby is ok and that means staying in bed and letting me take care of things so you can rest and heal, ok! Don't blame yourself for anything you're doing what your supposed to be doing!"