From The Inside Out {Poems}

Abuse.

Abuse.

With Body And Soul.

With bleeding hands

I fight for life

I fight for freedom

With bits of pride

With a broken soul

And a heavy heart

Crumbling to pieces

Shattered like glass

With messed up minds

Of mental insanity

And emotional hurt

Collapsing from the weight

With battered limbs

Too weak to function

Bruised and scarred

Burnt and imperfect

With crumpled paper

I right this note

A letter for the forgiveness

That will never be given

With blind eyes

I tie this rope

A death trap

A permanent solution

With chapped lips

I say goodbye

To show my hate

That you're the reason

With damaged ears

I hear your silence

For the last time

You ignore my plea

With numb legs

I walk to the edge

Necklace in place

A weightless step

With blank eyes

At the wall I stare

Lifeless but free

From the pain you caused me

With cold parts

And blue lips

The note on the bed

The sirens in the distance

With rushed feet

They swarm like bees

Reading the bloodied letter

And zipping the black bag

Forever after.

- LoveVanessa.