Depression.
Soul Searcher.
You look, I'm smiling
But alone I cry
I really am trying
To make it by
The stares seem to follow
But theres no one around
Not knowing I'm hollow
Cause I don't make a sound
It gets worse from fear
The thought of loneliness
Freezes with a tear
Melts with a kiss
Maybe a solution
To make it fade?
An institution
Or a razor blade?
A rope with a knot
To end it all
Just don't get caught
Before you fall
A person to lie to
They don't really care
Things thought about you
Can't even compare
Hiding away
Your a broken shell
You suffer but stay
You deserve this hell
Thats what you are
And nothing more
Scar by scar
Into your core
Carving in pain
Slicing it deep
Leaving the vein
Blood you can't keep
Tear by tear
Love and life
Year by year
Leaves with the knife
Just bone and skin
Not even brain
Let them in
You'll go insane
It's like an itch
Bleeds when you scratch
Every stitch
Seems to match
This life does not hold
The light of your days
Your rotten with mold
Inhaled through the haze
And as you drop
To your bloodied knees
They'll harvest the crop
Of death and disease
Polluted by the ashes
Of long forgotten spark
Watches through the lashes
Of the monster in the dark
Emotions kept at bay
Your flames gone out
As you waste life away
In your time of doubt
It's finally done
There's no way out
Time for the fun
Time for the shout
Its finally done
There's no way out
See no sun
No wings to sprout
It's finally done
There's no way out
Put down the gun
Here comes the doubt
The decisions made
Can't turn back now
The world seems to fade
With one last vow
Save my soul
Please help me die
And make me whole
Just don't ask why
Let me take flight
Into the sky
Into the light
Just me, myself and I
- LoveVanessa
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From The Inside Out {Poems}
PoetryThis is just a book of a bunch of different poems I write when Im in the mood, some of them were co-written by my friends. If they were co-written then ill probably dedicate it to them. They range from tragic topics to just different aspects of life...
