Onyxs pov
FINE?! FINE THAT ALL I GET?! I fell back on to the bunk crying, I don't wan to leave him. I want to go with Oli and cuddle with him every night.. I want to kiss him good morning and get in stupid little fights over nothing.. But I want my family back..
Oli didn't come back and I started to get worried. It was about 5 hour after everything went down an he hasn't come back to beg me to stay and the guys haven't come back to let me cry into their chests and ask me what was wrong.. I fell back and cried for about another hour when I heard the bus door open them close I sat up and wiped away my tears.
"Hello?" I asked
"Here! You can leave or you can stay with me." He shouted. I looked up into his eyes and saw anger and pain before he yelled "just leave then!" And stormed out of the bus. I looked down at the paper he has thrown to me. I started sobbing again when I saw it was a plane ticket to California where me parents lived. He wants me to leave... He doesn't love me.. I picked up my phone and dialed my moms number.
"ONYX" She yelled
"Hey mom. I have a plane ticket here.. I come in tomorrow at 5 can you pick me up?"
"Of course darling!"
"Great" I said my voice cracking
"Have to go now" she said before hanging up.
I got up and started packing.. Why does Oliver have to be such a prick.. Why can't he just support my decisions? I walked over to Oliver's suitcase and grabbed my favorite shirt of his.. A dropdead jersey that was dark red with stripes and said "dead" on the front. I stuffed it the bottom of my duffle bag and grabbed my make up box from the bathroom. I reached inside and grabbed a blade from the bottom. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a pen and notepad.
" Oliver,
Thanks for everything... I just have to go, I have a feeling you don't really give a fuck. Because you wouldn't have bought that ticket if you wanted me to stay with you.. Ill miss you and all of the guys! It's been wonderful. I love you.. I didn't believe in love before you. And honestly that's the first time I've said it to anyone since my parents stopped loving me. I have to ask, did you really think that you could fix me?
Love, Onyx"
I wrote on the paper and stuck it in the envelope I found along with my blade.
I set the letter in Oliver's suitcase I got up and cried into Oliver's pillow once again. I got up and wiped away the tears walking towards the bus door. I might as well say bye to my new friends.
"Chris" I said faking a smile when I saw Chris Drew outside of his bus.. When things got bad him, Nicholls, and Jordan were always there.
"Onyx! What's up?!"
I didn't answer I just hugged him and sobbed softly. He I pulled away he looked concerned and worried.
"I'm going to miss you, you idiot" I laughed. "I'm leaving in the morning, saying goodbyes now!"
He looked sad but he understood.. I wish Oli understood like him. Next I went to the girls' I loved all of them. I walked on to there bus saying goodbye and explaining what happened. I was staying on their bus tonight to prevent awkwardness. Oli hasn't talked to my since he told me to leave. I bumped into a tall figure.
"You're just going to leave?!" Jordan asked annoyed
"I have no choice jordan"
"Yeah you do! Now, what Oli did was fucked up but you're going to actually go?!" He yelled
"I don't need this shit. I'll miss you jordan" I said before walking off
When I got the bus I was greeted with sad looks and "please don't go"s I hugged Nicholls
"Take care of Oli for me.. And take care of yourself." I said sadly
He just hugged me and kissed my temple I walked back to the girls bus, I heard loud sobs and I looked over to she a drunk Oli sat on a picnic table crying, I blame the booze. I walked in and went straight to bed without a word.
Olis POV
"FINE" I yelled storming out of the bus. How could she leave?! I ran straight to the liquor store not too far from the venue.
When I got back I thought about apologizing and convincing her to go to Sheffield with me but I decided against it. I sat on a picnic table and cracked open some Jack Daniels.
"What happened?! I heard Jordan Yell.
He was with Lee, Kean, & Nicholls.
"She's leavin me." I said quietly
"Stop her then"
"I can't! I bought her a plane ticket home she leaves tomorrow at 11!" I yells taking a swig from the glass bottle
"And the FUCK would you do that?!" Nicholls yelled
"I DON'T KNOW I DON'T WANT HER TO LEAVE BUT SHE OBVIOUSLY DOESN'T WANT TO BE WITH ME I LOVE HER AND sHE DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK!" I yelled at the top of my lungs getting a lot of stares from people standing around.
"Whatever" Kean said walking away with all of the guys. I proceeded to drink away the pain. I saw Onyx walk off of my bus.. Well I think it was onyx.. I started quietly screaming Dont Go which only made me cry. She really leaving. She's really gone..
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IM REALLY TRYING HERE! it's difficult to make long chapters when my brain just kind of clicks off after about 15 minutes... Anywhore 3 votes for next update. You guys should read my other fan fic (i used to make out with) Oli Sykes yeah okay
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