"I-" I choked out.
Blessed with a curse bloated through the speakers of my phone indicating I was getting a call.
I quickly answered and got off of Oli's lap.
"Onyx" a woman said smoothly sounding relived
"M-mom?" I asked in disbelief
"Hi Hun, what are you doing?"
I looked over at Oli who had wide eyes. I walked off in the opposite direction.
"Um. I'm with my boyfriend.. On tour.."
"Tour?" She asked
"Y-yeah. Warped tour. It ends in a week.. My boyfriend, Oliver, he's in a band"
"I want you to come home. We miss you." She said ignoring what I had just said.
I stood there. Scared, I had to make a decision..
"I-ill call you back" I said choking down tears.
They left me sure but, they're my parents.. I have siblings.. I started walking, nowhere in particular, just walking. I didn't realize I was crying until Jordan grabbed my arm.
"Onyx, you okay?"
I looked up at him and faked a smile, he's saved my life before, I didn't tell him because I thought he would think I was weird..
"No" I whispered.
"Do y-"
I cut him off. "Thank you, jordan, you saved my life. I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to think I'm weird. You answered me.. On tumblr. You were the only person that said 'dont'.. Everyone else was saying yes."
He stared at me confused for a while. Then his face dropped and he pulled me into a tight hug. I cried into him chest. I finally pulled away and looked up into his eyes.
"What's wrong" he asked concerned
"I don't know what to do.. Oliver wants me to go to Sheffield with him but... My mom just called, for the first time in 2 years.. She wants me to come home, I have siblings that I love.. I want to go home. But I don't wan to loose Oli. Or you, or Nicholls, or Kean, or even Lee.." I said sadly.
He gave me a weak smile and said I should talk to Oli. I decided on yes I would talk to him. I thanked him and he walked off in a different direction.
I walked back to where Oli was, he was gone so I went to his bus. I found him in his bunk. I slipped in next him and just stated at the ceiling.
"That a no?"
"I don't know"
Olis pov
"I don't know" she whispered.
My heart broke right there. How could she not know, that means no. I sat on top of her quickly so she couldn't escape talking to me like she always does.
"Why not? What do you have here?" I said louder than intended. She flinched with fear.
"I.. You don't und-"
"Don't tell me I don't understand! That's all you say! Make me understand onyx! I love you!" I yelled.
She looked away and tears escaped my eyes.
"My mon wants me home oliver"she whispered
"What the mum that left you in your time of fucking need?!" I yelled even louder this time.
"Yes that fucking mom! I have brothers and sisters oliver! They're my parents and you don't fucking understand! I can't make you understand either because you're so stubborn you don't listen!" She yelled.
I put my forehead down on hers, she didn't like it at the moment but oh fucking well.
"Don't go.. I need you. I love you.." I whispered
She closed her eyes and crashed her lips on mine. She pulled away and whispered
"I love you.. But.."
But oh god please no but.
"I have to"
"Fine" I yelled and jumped out if the bunk. I was so mad.. How could she do this to me?
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Merp okay. I got a new phone and its not used me typing Oli yet so if there are a few Oils in there it's suppose to be Oli. 3 votes for update
