"Well I'm going to go to the skatepark! I recommend you talk to Josh." Chelsea said sadly
I just nodded and she walked out.
I got up and walked to Josh's room. He didn't answer so I walked in. I could hear the music blasting from his earphones. I walked over and put m Hand on his shoulder, he paused his music and turned to me.
"Josh..." I whispered
"What" he spat
"What are you doing to yourself"
"Why do you care?"
I saw his pulled the covers over his arms, I ripped them down only to see cuts all over his arms and Some on his legs. I fell on my knees and blackness overcame me.
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I went to grab Oli but he wasn't there. I opened my eyes and realized I was home in my bed in the room I now shared with my sister. I felt the tears threatening to spill, I blinked them back and got out of bed.
I went back to joshes room, when I opened the door I saw him lying in bed again.
"Josh why?"
"You left me, dad died, and.. nothing"
I walked over to Josh and pulled up my sleeves, I saw pain and sadness in his eyes.
"We'll get through this together" I whispered before walking downstairs where I smelled food.
I saw my mom making something on the sstove.
"Oh onyx! go wash up diners almost ready!"
I nodded and make my way upstairs. everyone's changed so much. I decided to call Nicholls to see hiw everything was
"Hey onyx!"
"Hey!"
"Umm. what did you need?"
"Just wanted to see how things are going!"
"You left today onyx.. not much has changed"
"I just miss you so much" my voice cracked and tears fell from my eyes
"We miss you too onyx. especially Oli, he hasn't really talked since you left"
"Oh.. um, I have I go. tell the lads I said hey"
"Okay bye" he quickly hung up and I collapsed on my bed cuddling with the blankets, I cried harder than I have in a long time.
I felt a hand rub my back,
"It's okay Onyx, I know what it's like to miss someone you love. It's he but it all gets better in time." I herd Chelsea whisper. maybe I should be. Spending more time with Chelsea, I did up and leave them.. but I did that to bring me too..
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Okay that was just a filler, I have ideas for this story I'm just really lazy. and I've been reading a lot so I don't really have time to write... I'm reading 87 Oliver Sykes fan fictions.... And 9 paper books.... Halp
