Kayla, Lana and I were all lying enjoying the sun, I'm not sure where Ell slipped off to. I was happily lying in the sand when it suddenly got darker, ever though my eyes were closed I knew someone was standing over me. "We need to talk.." I heard Nicholls say, I got up relived it was only Matt. We started walking "soo.. What's do we need to talk about?" I asked breaking the silence. "Oli, what happened last night? He was so angry." Nicholls asked.
"I don't know Matt, maybe you should ask him! He's the one that started all this shit! And god knows why!"
Matt thought about what to say for a moment and said "WAIT HERE" before running off towards BMTHs bus. I was startled when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I don't know how long I had been standing there but I turned to see Oli, looking quite upset. "What do you want?" I broke the awkward silence trying not to sound rude. He just stared straight into me with his mesmerizing eyes.
We sat staring into each other for a moment, his eyes showed pain but he was hiding it well. I also saw something else... Love? Maybe... No no no Oliver Sykes most certainly does not love me! Could he? Haha no. I'm just another broken fan.. A rebound, I could never compare to his most recent girlfriend, Hannah, I mean damn I'd go for her! "Is that all I am? A rebound? Like Jake said?" I didn't realize what I had said until his features were over run with sadness and I heard a small "no" then his tone went from sad to angry in a matter if seconds " but that.. That's all I am to you isn't it! Or worse just a toy that you'll through away soon you whore!" I took a step back confused and a tad scared..
"Oliver I don't-"
"Taylor?! Ringing any bells Onyx!?" Oliver yelled cutting me off.
"Oliver Scott Sykes! Do not yell at me you little prick and no it is not ringing any be-" I stopped quickly remembering him... My ex from a few months ago. I didn't realize I was running until I collided into someone's hard chest causing me to fall to the ground tears streaming down my face I got up not bothering to see who it was. I finally made it onto BMTHs bus and headed straight for the bathroom slamming the door behind me I reached for my makeup bag, after digging and throwing makeup I finally found what I was looking for. The blade that I had used so many times before.
--------------------------------------------- AWE SHIT! Okay sorry but I really needed to update.. And OMG if oliver has ever looked you in the eyes you know damn well how she feels.. IT'S LIKE 3 MONTHS OF THERAPY JESUS AND YOU MELT LIKE BUTTER!! Sorry.. It was just real intense when he looked into my eyes and awe yeah he did it while singing sleepwalking so he was basically singing to me and I was all like JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL! Sorry felt like I should share okay bye.
