My Babysitter Louis.

Chapter 8

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Chapter 8-

Kasey P.O.V-

What have I done? I couldn't stop thinking about Niall the whole time me and Louis were eating. He was talking about surprising his girlfriend Eleanor or something like that. I wasn't paying attention.

I felt so bad at what just happened between me and Niall. I should've let him talk to me. Maybe he wanted to fix things between us. I screwed up really bad!

"Louis?" I ask finishing my food.

"What is it Kasey?" He asks.

"Do you think it's my fault?"

He gets up and picks up mine and his plate and walks over to the kitchen "No it's none of your faults."

I glance down at my feet.

"He was forced Kasey." Louis says while he finishes washing our plates.

I look up. "What?"

"He was forced to forget about you when we just started as a band." He says sitting back on the table "Management made him loose all contact with you because he was really into you. You were the only thing on his mind."

"Oh my god...Louis I'm so stupid! I feel so horrible. What is wrong with me!" I say with my head in my hands.

"You just need to talk to him." He said helping me up the stairs so I could get some rest.

"What if he doesn't want to talk?"

"Kasey he just told you he loves you!" He says opening the door to my room "Of course he wants to talk."

"Thanks Louis." I say sitting on my bed "I'll go talk to him early tomorrow morning."

"Good girl." He says smiling. "Now get some rest and let me know if you need anything I'll be just across the hall."

"Okay thanks Louis and goodnight." I say smiling.

"Goodnight Kasey" he says as he closes the door.

I got up and limped over to my pjs drawer and pulled out a t-shirt that said 'hipsta please' and my black and white stripped pants. Then I did the usual...brush my teeth, wash my face removing my light makeup, and combing my hair and putting it into a ponytail. Then I climbed onto my bed and set my crutches next to me.

Gosh I hate crutches...

I lay here thinking ... I was thinking about Niall... Maybe I was too harsh on him, I should've let him talk. But I didn't. And I feel horrible. I've known him for such a long time and maybe I ruined everything.

I couldn't help thinking this.....

Did I still love Niall?

That was the last think I thought about before I fell into a deep sleep.

****** dream ******

I was visiting Savannah's grave in the cemetery. It was late at night. Everything was pitch black. I was sitting next to her body that was probably far down below me.

Everything was silent.

"This is all my fault." I whisper to myself.

Then I hear a voice that seems quite distant. "Kaseyyy"

I look up from my feet. I don't see anything everything is black.

'I'm probably hearing things' I say to myself.