My Babysitter Louis.

Chapter 14

*PLEASE READ NOTE AT END!!*




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"Savannah?"






What was going on! So much was already going through my head and this just had to add to the pressure!


It can't be. This probably isn't Savannah. It can't be. She died right in front of my eyes. I'm going crazy. Am I awake!

No this is a dream.


Wake up Kasey!


I didn't know what was going on.


To me the whole world just stopped.


I could go jump off the face if the earth right now. I just couldn't believe this was real.


No it isn't real.


It's all a dream.




Wake up!













I slapped myself several times trying I wake up.


"Wake up Kasey!" *slap*

"This isn't real" *slap*

"I'm going crazy" *slap*


I raised my hand to slap myself again when I felt someone stop my hand from colliding with my already reddened face.
I open my eyes to come face to face with an amazingly beautiful pair of hazel eyes.



It was her.




"Kasey what are you doing?" Savannah asks putting my hand back down.



This is not happening!



I raise up my hand and collide it with my already stinging face. I had to wake up! My mind needs to stop playing tricks on me!



"Kasey stop please this is real!" Savannah says holding both my hands down.


I was breathing faster than normal. This couldn't be true! She died right before Matthew woke up. It still haunts me that I didn't stay with her or take her to a hospital.


I keep repeating it. "This isn't real."


She looks into my eyes. "So you don't see your best friend for 3 years and I don't even get a greeting?" He says giggling a little.


Gosh pull yourself together Kasey!


That's when I immediately realized this WAS real and WAS happening!


Oh my gosh!!! Savannah is alive!!


I immediately pull her into a huge hug and start crying. Soon after I head her sniffle on my shoulder and realize she's crying too.


"I missed you so much." I say into her shoulder still crying.


"So did I" she said hugging me tighter. I could feel bones crack but I didn't stop her I missed her so much!


At last she pulled away put kept her two hands on my shoulders "I still don't understand how I survived these last years not seeing you!" She says tears still streaming down mine and her face.


In the mist of it all here comes daddy directioner to sort things out (note the sarcasm)


"Hold on." Liam begins holding a finger up in the air.. That's how you know he's going to talk for a while.. "Not to be ride and interrupt this whole commotion... But Savannah how did you get here?"


"And are you okay?" Louis asks.


"Are you hurt?" Niall asks.


"Did someone come with you?" Zayn asks.












"Do you have any cats?" Harry asks.








We all turn and look at him with questioning faces.


"What-" he says shrugging his shoulders "I like cats."



It felt like hours that we were staring at Harry as he just shuffles his feet around and plays with his fingers. But it was really only a couple of seconds.


"Well I feel like I'm in the middle of 21 questions." Savannah says smiling. She always knew how to brighten up the mood.


Then it hit me again! ... Savannah is supposed to be dead! I mean I went to her funeral and everything! I mean they didn't open her casket I don't know why but that was always something I questioned.....














*Flashback*







"C'mon honey it's time to go." My mom says as she comes to get me. While everyone was in the church I was out here. In the church's garden where me and Savannah would always come to in our free time. She would come to write her songs and I would come and sing them with her as I strum on my guitar. It was our quiet time, our time to escape the world, she was the only one that I could come here with. It was 'our spot'.

I remember at our school dance I was too shy to go because I was new here in London and I didn't feel comfortable going. Savannah was my only friend at the time and she came running out if the dance to come find me and he knew exactly where I was...

Here... In the church garden where we would always come to just let everything out.


But now it's gone. All of it. GONE in an instant. She wasn't here anymore and there was nothing I could do.

Me and my mom walk into the church after all the prayers and speeches are made everyone is allowed to only touch her casket... Not open. They could not see her.

When it was my turn to see her I walk slowly up the 4 steps that led me to my best friend's lifeless body. My shaky legs barely moving as I get to her casket. I ask the priest that was there why we wouldn't see her. He simply answered "It is our orders".

"Orders from who?" I ask. "Miss please understand we aren't allowed to open the casket."

"But why!" I was starting to get angry "You can't even let me see my best friend for the last time!"

"Please understand we ca-"

"No you understand!" I snap back at him without letting him finish.

Then I feel two arms grab mine and begin pulling me out if the church. "No let me go!" I scream as the pull me down the aisle of the church. "Savannah!!" I scream louder. As my parents seat me into the back car, me still pushing trying to escape but my dad's arms stronger than mine. I look over to my mom and see tears streaming down her face and I feel something wet on my cheek. I stroke the area gently and realize I was crying too. As we begin to exit the parking lot I am still screaming Savannah's name as the church is becoming more distant as my dad continues driving.

"I couldn't even see her for the last time" I whisper as I scream her name one last time before breaking out into tears again.




My bestfriend was gone.




*End of Flashback*




















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