Give Me More. (ChanBaek/Hunhan) DISCONTINUED

Chapter 26

Luhan's P.O.V

It's been about a month since that incident with Minhyuk happened and everyone was okay now, wounds had been healed physically and emotionally. But not my wounds....Not after that phone call from Sehun's step dad about him getting married. The last time I saw Sehun is when he got shot, he tried talking to me but I walked off on him.

I'm too hurt right now to talk to him, I've been ignoring him and avoiding him for a month now, I hate him right now.....But at the same time I don't. I was brought out of my thoughts when I bumped into someone, When I looked up I saw Chanyeol looking a bit startled. "I'm sorry, I wasn't watching where I was going" I muttered softly while looking down.

"Its cool" he nodded once before walking off, Chanyeol really scares me sometimes, but he is a great guy, though he may be dark and mysterious, he is loyal, protective and honest. Sehun should learn from him, I don't even know if Sehun and I broke up or are we still together? I have no idea...

I sat down in Math with Kyungsoo and Baekhyun, I weakly smiled at them both and they sighed. They knew about what happened with Sehun, but I begged them not to tell him anything. I rather deal with the heartbreaking jerk off than have my friends do it for me. I'm glad my best friends are here for me, crying in front of them was really embarrassing though.

*Flashback*

I heard a knock on my door and I yelled at the person telling them to go away, they knocked again and I yelled again telling my mom to leave me alone as I got up from my bed. I opened the door and was shocked when I saw my two best friends standing there with ice cream and a box of tissues.

"Your mom told us what happened...." Baekhyun whispered in a tone of sympathy, "We're so sorry" Kyungsoo said rubbing his arm before I broke down in tears. They both walked towards me embracing me into a big hug before leading me to the bed. I sat down and covered my face with my hands as I sobbed loudly, I felt a hand on my back rubbing in circles as another hand was on my thigh squeezing it softly.

I pulled away my hands from my face as I tried to calm down, Escaping my lips were a cry of pain and agony of the lost love that betrayed my heart. "How could he?" I grabbed the sheet between my fingers, pulling on it slightly. "Was it just a lie? Was all that he said to me a lie? He didn't really love me did he?" My breath became uneven as my sobs became violent.

They didn't answer my questions as they were not meant to be answered, instead they kept in their position trying to comfort me. "Was I not good enough? Why did he play with my heart?....Why'd he tamper with my feelings?" I asked slamming my fist against the bed as my tears fell onto my clothed thighs. They started wiping my tears with the tissues but I kept crying and crying.

"Lu....there are other guys out there don't worry.....he doesn't deserve you" Baekhyun tried to comfort me but I just felt worst. "That's the thing, even though he hurt me....I still just want him, yeah he doesn't deserve me but I want him." I cried out, I stood off of the bed, turning to face my best friends.

"I'm never gonna talk to him again....Whether it hurts or not, I have made  my decision." My voice cracked and I wiped my tears and weakly smiled. Soo and Baek stared at me with sympathy laid across their faces. "Now get out I need beauty sleep people" I chuckled and started pushing them out.