We were at Raw tonight and I still hadn't told Randy about Seth. I just couldn't. I ended up getting very little sleep last night while Randy slept like a baby. Tonight Randy was going to go to the ring and call Seth out. I didn't wanna go out there but I didn't tell Randy that. If I had then he would want a reason why and I was not about to tell him right before he went out there. That would cause chaos and that was not something I would air out in front of the entire WWE Universe. They didn't need to know that. They didn't need to know any of it. All they needed to know was that Randy Orton was back for vengence against Seth Rollins.
I was sitting on the couch in Randy's locker room that I was now sharing with him since he was back. Randy was in the changing room getting dressed for tonight. I was trying so hard to get the thing with Seth out of my head but if I was being honest, it was eating me alive. The fact that I hadn't told Randy. It was tearing me apart because whenever I try to do that with anyone it gets to the point that they can see right through the facade and end up finding out what happened or what I was hiding. It never ended good in the long run and someone always got hurt, physically and/or emotionally.
Randy came out of the changing room and I got up quickly walking into it. I needed to think of a way to get my mind off of Seth. I needed to find a way to better myself so Randy didn't catch on to anything. I couldn't have that. Not when we were just minutes away from going to the ring.
I looked in the mirror and just took a deep breath. "Breathe." I told myself. I needed to just take a breather and focus on what was going on tonight. I didn't have a match tonight because I was doing these things with Randy but I needed to focus on our segments. I got changed into my attire for tonight which was black skinny jeans, a black leather crop top and my black ankle boots. I didn't mess with my hair because it was naturally curled but I did put light makeup on.
Once I was ready I took my street clothes out to my bag and stuffed them in. I pulled out one of Randy's black Venom shirts and slipped it on over my crop top. I was now ready to go out there and focus on work.
Randy smiled at me and I returned it. It was genuine which really surprised me with everything going on. Maybe I could do this. Maybe I could keep this from Randy. Maybe he didn't ever have to know what happened with Seth. In the end I didn't lose Randy and Seth got to live another day. It was a win-lose situation.
"You look beautiful babe." he said.
"Thanks handsome." I said.
"You ready to do this?" he asked.
"As ready as I'll ever be." I told him. "Just promise me one thing. Promise me that you won't ever join the Authority again. At least while Seth is in it. I mean, he's already put you out for four months. I don't wanna see him do it again."
"I promise. I will not join the Authority. I won't make that mistake again." he said.
"Thank you." I kissed him on the cheek and then we walked out of the locker room. We reached the gorilla position and Randy's theme song played throughout the arena. The crowd went absolutely wild. "I guess other people missed you almost as much as I did." I told him.
He chuckled before we walked out through the curtain and were standing in the presence of over a thousand people on their feet eager to see Randy, once again, in the ring. I grabbed onto Randy's hand and we walked to the ring together. Everybody loved us as a couple and that was the amazing thing. I was so comfortable walking out there with Randy and letting everyone know that Randy was my boyfriend, in story line as far as they knew, because they were so accepting of it.
Randy climbed up the steps as I followed and he held the ropes open for me. I climbed in and signaled for a microphone. I handed it to Randy and he stood there taking it all in before he started talking.
