A Thousand Years Will Not Make me Forget- A Niall Horan Fanfic

Figuring it out

Author's Note:

I'm sooooooooooo happy that the Divergent movie clip showed on the VMAS!!! If you want to see it and haven't, go to youtube and look it up!!! It was awesome!! I'm sorry, my new favorite book is Divergent. You have to read it. It's very good. The VMAS were weird. I'm sorry if you enjoyed it, but they were just awkwardd. Anyways, enjoy my story!!! I hope you read and comment or vote!!!!!! thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I bolted up in my bed. Bad dream. Ugh. I sighed and turned to Hanna. She was staring at me in shock.

"Are you okay?" She asked, louder than usual.

"SHHHH! You're gonna wake Shaye!" May hushed Hanna. It was too late, by then.

"Ugh, what is it?" Shaye asked, rubbing her eyes.

"It's okay. I just bolted awake in my bed. To answer your question, Hanna, I'm fine. It was just a nightmare, that's all." I answered. I looked at my iPod. A new message from Billy. I decided to not let it ruin my day and to look at it later.

"Okay. Are we gonna eat breakfast at 1D's hotel room today?" Hanna asked.

"No." I said.

"Okay." She sighed.

I made breakfast as fast as I could. I put the omelets on the plates and passed to everyone. I wanted to hurry getting ready so I wouldn't hold anybody up.

I headed into the bathroom. I quickly tied my hair back into a high ponytail and got dressed. I exited the bathroom door.

"Come sit next to me!" Hanna pleaded, patting to the seat next to her.

"Um...okay?" I questioned. I slipped and skinned my knee. Ouch. "HEY! That was intentional, wasn't it?" I disciplined the girls. Since they had already ruined my day, I decided to look at Billy's message.

"Honey, I want you to know tat i still luv u. I would nevr hurt u. I can fix the broken pieces of your heart." Billy's text message words were so exotic and meaningful to me. Tears swept my vision away. I slowly made my way to the bathroom. I read and read those last words over and over. I started to sob. It was like I was repeatedly being hit by a bus. It hurt so bad.

I quietly typed the words into my iPod, "I don't. I moved on, Billy. Leave me alone." I tried hitting the send button. The tear did it for me.

Message sent.

I wiped away the smeared makeup on my face as well as I could and got out of the bathroom.

Concerned faces awaited me.

"What is it?" Shaye asked.

"Billy. He- he said he still loves me." I choked. 

****

Niall's POV:

We had been waiting for the girls for an hour. We ate breakfast but now I couldn't bear waiting.

"I'm going to check on them, now." I declared, standing up.

"I'm coming too." Liam started to stand.

"No, lad, you don't have to." I pushed him, but he stubbornly followed me.

"She's my sister, and I need to be there for her." He growled.

I sighed, "Alright."

As we shut the door, Liam started to ask me questions. "Did you ask her yet?"

"Nope."

"What? It's pretty obvious you have feelings for her. She obviously likes you, too." He explained.

"Well, I just don't know yet, Liam. Besides, you haven't asked Hanna either."