Not really sure how to feel about it

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Zachs POV

Im at Blair's door. Not knocking, just standing. I finally got the balls and knocked. I heard running down the stairs and the door swung open. Blair came out in boxer shorts and a tank top. Her hair was in a bun, and she had on...glasses?

She ran at me and gave me a big hug

"I missed you" she squeezed

"Missed you to" i kissed her head.

She looked at me and gave me a weird look

"What's wrong?" She asked

"Get dressed, lets go to the park" i suggested

She nodded and let me in, running upstairs

"Mom, im going out with Zach! She yelled upstairs

"Okay!" Her mom yelled back

She came back down in jean shorts and a plain white button down. Her gorgeous blond hair was brushed and glistening.

She looked perfect...its sad to know i might lose her.

"Im ready" she smiled

I gave a weak smile and grabbed her hand.

We got to the park and sat on a bench swing.

"So what's up?" She asked laying down and laying her head in my lap.

"Blair, you know how much i love you and how much i really dont wana lose you, and how adorable and sweet you are, and i really honestly with all of my heart i love you so much!" I gushed to her.

She smiled ear to ear and sat up and kissed my lips. She pulled away and smiled

"I love you so much too!" She kissed my lips and sat next to me

"Well, something happened a while ago and its haunting me now" i said slowly

She frowned and looked down she took my hand and looked back at me

"Tell me" she urged me

"There was this girl i dated before we dated, Melony. She and i were steady and we had sex. Then, i broke up with her because she was too sexual and she got all pist and moved." I said firstly

She let go of my hand and hugged her knees moving away from me a little. I felt really bad and wanted so badly to hold her.

"Well when we were in the trip. My mom called and said she came back... Um Melony was at my house when we came home. Um shes pregnant with my baby" i admitted

Blair had tears in her eyes and her lips quivering

"My mom said she has to move in and i have to raise her, with Melony"

Blair put her head down and i saw her breathing skip.

She looked up and her eyes were wet and red.

"Blair, i know your pist and im so sorry, i never thought it would happen, and i really love you,"

She looked at me and then back at the park.

"So, now your basically dumping me, and got a fucking girl pregnant and now your a dad" she said through sobs.

I grabbed her waist and pulled her over into me but she pulled away and got up

"Don't ever talk to me again, i am so done!" She cried

"Blair i have something else to tell you" i told her

She crossed her arms and looked at me

"At the beach house, i kissed one of the girls. And at the dance i kissed Naomi" i admitted

She shook her head and cried some more.

"I hate you! I hate you so much! Your such an asshole! Dont come near me again, i hate you!" She yelled stomping off.

I frowned and put my head in my hands.

Look what I've done! I lost a girl i love the most! She said she hated me! Three times too!

I made a huge mistake and i let it happen..

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When i got home Melony was on the couch. She looked over and waved me to sit down.

"Hey babe!" She smiled

"Don't call me babe, were not dating" i snapped

"Well were having a baby so we have to" she argued

"No we dont, i dont want to!" I snapped again

"Ugh whatever" she rolled her eyes

"You ruined my life, i lost someone i loved" i snarled

"Your not the pregnant one" she snapped

"Not my fault you force me to fuck you!" I fought

"So what, you should have used a condom" she scolded

"I did" i groaned

She stretched out and i saw something underneath her shirt.

I lifted her shirt an saw a fake stomach

"Holy shit! You liar!" I yelled

"No! Dont tell anyone!" She sneered

"No way! You lied!"

"I have nowhere to live and i wanted us back toghejr!" She cried

"No, your a freak!"

I dialed my moms number and ran and locked myself in the bathroom.

"Yes" my mom answered

"Melody lied shes using a fake stomach to look pregnant" i said quickly

"Really zach? That's low" my mom sighed

"Mom! I swear!!!!" I yelled

"Zach please"

"Mom i swear on my life and Aidens life!" I shrieked

"If i find out your lieing your dead! My mom said before hanging up.

I smiled and jumped around

"Pack your bags my mom believed me!" I yelled to Melony

She had her bags packed and she was crying and sitting in the bottom step.

Shit!

"Oh sorry, ill get going" she murmured

"Listen, i broke up with you because you are way to sexual." I told her

"Im sorry, i thought that's what you wanted in our relationship" she wiped her eyes

I took a seat next to her and rubbed her back

"Actually it wasn't, i liked it when we weren't doing each other" i smiled

"Why can't we give this another shot?" She asked

"Because theres a girl that i love alot" i frowned of the thought when Blair said she hated me.

"Then you should go get her, before someone else does" Melony suggested and got up.

She hugged me goodbye and left my house.

I got my keys and drove to stores.

I bought a big bouquet if red roses, a giant teddy bear that said 'I'm sorry', chocalates, a picture of both of us from Johns photography, and i wrote a letter.

This is really gushy of me. Normally i wouldent do this. But, i never loved someone like i love Blair and shes worth it.

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