Learning to like the popular boy

Make me feel alive

Blair's POV

Zach and I walked in and to the front desk. He let go of my hand and signed the slip. We sat in the cheap cushioned blue chairs and waited.

I placed my hand on top of his because he looked nervous, his face looked pale and weak.

He sent me a smile and squeezed my hand. I want to kiss those soft lips!

"Blair and Zach" a man yelled out to the room.

Zach and I looked up and stood following the doctor.

Zach eyes were dark and his eyebrows were cringed

"Zach look at me" i ordered

He looked at me. He looked like little boy in timeout.

"Its okay im here for you" i smiled. I held out my hand which he took gratefully. He smiled back and looked up from the ground.

"15 minuets" the doctor said leaving us. Zach opened the door and saw Aiden asleep. He had all theses things attached to him. Zach walked over and sat in a chair and held Aidens hand. He was pale and thin, he looked fragile. If you touched him he would break. I stood by the door and watched Zach close his eyes and hold Aidens hand and whispering. He opened his eyes and looked at me. He patted the seat next to him. I walked over and sat down biting my nails. Zach held my other hand and i laid my head on his shoulder. We stood there and examined Aiden in his stage. Zach let go of my hand and wrapped his arm around my shoulders.

The doctor came in and told us we had to leave. Zach kissed his brother and pulled me up.

I hugged Zach's waist tight as we walked.

"Im glad they found a heart and that hes alive" i squeezed him

"Thanks Blair" he hugged back opening the door for us. The drive home was quiet but that's okay.

"Its just disappointing to know that your dad bailed" zach said

"I know and im so sorry" i looked at him simpathetically.

"Don't apologize its not your fault." He scolded me

I nodded and looked out the window.

Not everyone can live a perfect life.

-Monday-

I laid in bed that morning, it was rainy and gross! I stretched my bones and stared at my ceiling.

I finally got up and put on light blue jeans, black Juicy Couture rain boots and a pink sweater from there to match. I put my hair in a high pony tail and brushed my teeth. I walked downstairs and packed a lunch. Grabbing an umbrella and leaving for school. I got into my car and drove slowly to school. I passed Zachs house and saw him just leaving. I beeped the horn and he jumped back

"Want a ride?" I asked

"Sure" he walked over and got in my car.

I drove to school and parked the car.

The rain slow down so i didnt need any umbrella.

"See ya" zach waved running over to Kelsey.

I frowned and walked inside the warm jungle

•••••••••••••••••

When I walked outside after school it was sunny outside. I smiled and walked to the lacrosse practice.

I sat on the bleachers. Kelsey was a cheerleader and all the guys drooled over her. Scott walked over and sat next to me dressed in normal cloths.

"Hey" he smiled