Learning to like the popular boy

I love you.

Im 24 now. Im going into the medical field.

Everyday I go to Blair's grave and sit next to it. I place red roses on her grave and kiss it. I say 'i love' and leave.

I have not dated a girl since. I never will. She is my one and only. i have a whole bunch of pictures of her in my apartment. I have the ring in the middle.

I always wonder if she would have said 'yes'.

I pray for her every night and kiss her picture.

I know it sounds crazy

But i lover this girl so much

This girl made me happy

This girl was caring

This girl was sweet and lovable

This girl was my everything

This girl was Blair.