Love is useless, love is kind
That's all I have to say.
Just kidding, here's my story...
I looked at him from across the gym he was standing there in all his glory and more. He was smiling at something his friend said and he smacked him lightly upside the head.
We were about to start running, the girls go first. Yay!! (Not) Nine times down and back as fast you can go. Easy. 1...2...3... Ugg, I hate running. On the bright side I finished second.
Then the boys ran. Oh my god he's so fast. He did two extra laps and still beat half the people. Girls again, seven down and back this time. Done. Only 5,3 and 1 left.
He turns around, the boys are about to start running. He looks at me, "Can you count for me," he asks, "I ran extra last time."
"Ya sure."
"Go," yells the gym teacher. They start.
"1," I shout, "2, 3, 4, 5, 6...last one, 7 and Done. Nice job."
"Thanks for counting."
"No problem," I say as I think how lucky I was that he even talked to me.
We finish running and he disappeared, at first I think it's to get water but then he doesn't come back even when the teacher starts dividing the teams. We go outside to play. He isn't there nor is his best friend. I ask the teacher if He is ok. She said that he threw up. Poor thing, his best friend finally came out, he was checking on him. We played our game. I sucked as usual.
We go inside I change and go to science.
Oh I forgot a part didn't I. Yep I did, I forgot to introduce myself, well I'm Ariana, Aria or Ari for short. The guy I have a huge crush on is Kai and his best friend's name is Levi. They are both in my gym class and Kai is in my spanish class.
So my story, I was born April 8, 2002 and my parents got divorced before I was even 1 year old. My Dad got remarried and my Mom dated around but is too much of a nut case and too picky to get anyone to stay with her. I started out in a private elementary school and stayed their till sixth grade. Then finally after a lot of pushing I went to a public school, that's where I'm at now. It's the happiest I've ever been. I'm not really a people person, so I don't really have a lot of close friends but I get along with a lot of people. Sometimes I have friends at school but they are those distend ones that you would never tell anything important to. But, In seventh grade I met Remi she's my polar opposite she is perky, pretty and totally a people person. She's like a people magnet: Guys, Girls and everyone in between and I love her to death. We hung out all the time, one time there was a possibility of her moving into my house but, sadly she ended up moving to Littleton. Now were in eighth grade and I hardly ever see her. She my best and only friend.
So I've had a crush on Kai for about 2 or 3 months now And I've been desperately trying to get it to go away for a month. I hate having crushes because I know that they are all hopeless. Normally when I try to get over crushes I find something wrong with them then focus on that everytime I see them and I get over them in about a week. But I can't find anything wrong with him. The reason I just completely give up hope is because I know for a fact they won't like me because I'm a terrible person, I'm fat, overly energetic and a nerd. And the boys I crush on, someone like Kai never like girls like me back. They like the pretty, nice and fragile girls. And I am nowhere near fragile or elegant. I'm like a giant: big and unbalanced. On the bright side of life I'm a straight A student. And I love to learn that's pretty rare in the kids nowadays. Anywho Kai likes to come to the girls volleyball practices because his friend; Levi is in tutorials and some of his girl friends are in volleyball and they're on the A team (of course) But, He leans against the bleachers like he owns the place.
Then on the way home I walk the same direction as him and Levi because I go to the Bus stop. And I get to watch them giggle and hit each other like the bestest of best friends and it makes me realize how much I miss mine as well as how much I like him. All I wish is for him to talk to me Even just a "Hi" or "Hello" just to notice my existence rather than just the talkative girl in spanish and the loud one in gym. Oh that's another reason I'm like a giant, I'm loud. I like yelling and my voice isn't by any means quiet.
It's a Wednesday so I have swim team. That means I go straight from school to the bus, then I bike from home to swim team, then I swim for an hour and a half, then I bike back and then I do homework, eat, shower and finally sleep. Surprisingly, it's one of my favorite days because it has the most routine. It can be really tiring though but I still stay up another hour watching TV. Recently I've been watching Lucifer, it's really good and funny. Mr. Lucifer Morningstar has quite an attitude. And little Trixie is super adorable and her mother of course, Detective Chloe Decker, the only one who can resist Lucifer's sexiness (Devilish Pull) Anyway it's an awesome show but it's 11 o'clock so I should probably go to sleep.
Goodnight!
