Let me just come out and say it, I think Levi and Kai are in love. Not just dating just in love. I finally give in to telling them what I thought because I wanted to know the answer.
"Ok I tell you but promise me you will trust me with the real answer," I command.
"Yes we will tell you, it's not like you could possibly know our deepest secret," Levi says sassily.
"Watch me," I say back,"Here it goes, you two are dating." Bingo you can see it on their faces I've hit the jackpot. "I got it didn't I," I question.
They still looked utterly shocked but they both nod at least a little bit in Kai's case.
"How did you find out? Who told you?" Levi rushed me with questions.
"No one I figured it out on my own."
Kai was apparently still so shocked so it was just me and Levi having a conversation.
"How?"
"Well at first I thought Kai was cute, then I developed a crush on him. After that like with all my crushes I studied him. Not in a stalker way I just liked watching him and wanted to see how he interacted with others because I hate jerks. Then I saw how he acted with you. How you guys smiled at each other, how you checked on him when he threw up, how intently you pay attention to each other and it was so funny to watch until I saw you guys walking home Levi you jump around him and messed up his hair. And at one of my volleyball games I saw you guys leaning against each other and just slightly touching each other in barely noticeable ways and how you lean over him at the lockers. You guys are so adorable and nice so it makes it so much better. I would never tell anyone. And I think you guys are perfect for each other."
"Oh My God," Levi says utterly shocked.
"Please don't hate me," I say because I sure now that I found out they're going to be pissed.
"I don't hate you. I'm just shocked that you figured it out and kind of happy actually, I've been wanted someone other than him to talked to about for a long time," Levi finished saying.
"Kai do you hate me,"I asked worriedly.
He shook his head apparently just getting out of his funk. "No I don't hate you I'm just shocked that you figured out our biggest secret. And I'm kind of afraid that you'll tell someone," Kai said opening up.
"I'd never tell anyone. I don't have anyone to tell," I say.
"You have us to tell now," Levi says,"Now you can tell us anything and we won't tell anyone, ever."
I think about it, "It's ok I don't want to burden you with my friendship and I don't want you to be friend with me just because you think I'll tell your secret. But I won't and never will so you don't have to be friends with me"
"We want to be your friend you're funny and nice to some people and you are in need of friends so we will be them," Kai speaks up.
It is the next day we had a double blue day because of testing. So I get to have gym with Kai and Levi. I get out of the locker room and they come up and talk to me about random stuff. It's great having friends. Gym was fun watching and hanging out with them is so much fun. I realized half way through that as cute as he was I didn't have a crush on him anymore, he was cute but I didn't like him.
In fact I had my eyes on someone else. Now I'm in social studies and sitting across from my new crush that I had a crush on last semester and now it's back he is more in my range of actually possible. He is cute but really dorky and my friend says he has an 82.6% chance of a glow-up which apparently is where the person has a change for the better through puberty. He is smart and funny and a smartass.
His name is Brian.
Mr. Taylor got a Harry Potter trivial pursuit game and it is the most fun thing ever. So I challenged Brian to a round he may be a nerd but I kicked his ass. Its social studies now and I have nothing to do so Mr.Taylor plays Trivial Pursuit with me and he beats me by three sadly. It was really fun I feel like such a nerd though.
It's Friday so I have volleyball which was terrible. I had a panic attack because I was stressed and everyone started yelling at me.
Now it's Saturday, I get to go shopping. I got tea, shampoo and conditioner and some cute shirts.
On Sunday I babysit for four hours.
Now it is Monday again I feel sick and shitty. I got a pretty low score on a test and I feel really fat today. I am tired and going to go to bed early today after doing a lot of homework.
Tuesday was a normal day, I had a volleyball game. I did okay I could have done better.
Today is Wednesday It was a good day at school Kai was sick. Brian was wearing a fancy shirt, that made him look really hot.
I have no volleyball then swim team I hadn't been in almost a month it was really fun.
Then when I get home I had the best time with my sister, Zoe. We played crazy UNO and talked in funny accents. Apparently mine was German-British. It was an amazing, it probably makes it on the top 25 best times with my sister list.
I switched back to my moms we had I good and busy week we got to watch the Captain America movies and then see Civil War in Monday. It was awesome.
Now I'm back at my dads again and apparently I'm destined to have terrible Monday's over here because today was absolutely miserable. I don't want to go home at all I just want to stay at school forever.
Yesterday I had to talk to my mom and dad about some stuff and he brought up my perfume wearing and he said perfume makes her smell like a whore. That did not help my mood at all and my Elitch's day has to be cut short because of Zoe's graduation. And I'm pissed about it.
