Now I'm A Warrior

Chapter 3~Getting ready

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**The next day**

After I got out of school, with brusies and cuts on my cheek, I made my way home. When I got home, I ran up the stairs straight to my room and got my things ready for tomorrow. I really do hope that I can talk to her. Demi Lovato is my role model and the only person who is keeping me alive right now. After I get the stuff im bringing with me ready, I go down stairs and made me something to eat. After I finished, I went up to my bathroom and threw it up. I awlays did that when I ate and sometimes I dont even eat. After, I brush my teeth and get on my computer. I read all the messages that people sent me, but one got me really upset. It said: "Why do you even come out of your house? You know no one likes you. No one would care if you died, not even your parents. You know no one likes you so just go kill yourself. For everyones sake." Did everyone feel like this? Did everyone really hate me that muck that they didnt care if I killed myself. I let out a cry and started sobing. I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my razor and cut, and cut, and cut, and cut till my whole are was red. My arm was numb and I couldnt feel anything. I decited to take a shower to wash all the blood off. When I was done and got dressed, I got in my bed and cried myself to sleep.

I woke up and it wasnalready 11:20. I had 40 minutes to make it to the meet and greet. I got out of my bed and went to the bathroom. When I got there, I looked in the mirror. My face was all bruised and I had a cut along my cheak. I tried to cover everything up but it didnt work. After I got dressed, I grabbed my bag and ran to the bus station since I didnt have a car. When I reached the place where the meet and greet is, it was already packed. I really hope I can meet her. It would be the best day I would have since everything started happening to me.

Hope you guys like this. And I would like to say Happy Birthday to Liam. I cant believe your 20. I think im gonna cry.